J_Pa Ra D !IsE

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 427) - xingnan primary sch

2012-01-17T14:00:00.003+08:00

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YEAH! clear one showcase in primary school 2 more primary school and the actual day event.

the nice gd day is coming soon....

today i'm the presenter :D those primary kids are sooooo cute and ii feel like going bak to be a primary school kid! those kid are really having fun wif us and we had hit our goals for the day :D.

shall upload the fotos soon ^.^ by tonight

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 426) - 勇气

2012-01-17T00:28:00.003+08:00

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Told myself to slp early today but yet ii fail!

there is so much to-do lists for mii to do yet ii haven't complete!

my stomach always giving mii problem!

my digestion not gd! seldom come out. this is the problem always trouble mii.

have to go see doctor for checkup and den hopefully the doctor will say my digestion is not gd not other things else. give mii a few pills to eat and that all!

人需要勇气做很多很多的事，人需要勇敢的面对很多很多的事。我就是少了这份勇气和勇敢。

wht can ii do? ii'm strong enough to face the fact.

but my project still not clear yet wht can ii do? ii really dunno.... very confuse.

ii nid a break. or perhaps ii stressed myself too much that why my digestion is not....? ii hope tt is the reason..

sigh. gonna slp now. tml still have to wake up damn for showcasing event. :(

gdnight and candy drm to eu guys.

CACA heart u.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 426) - perfect day

2012-01-15T23:58:00.005+08:00

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MY BLOG IS SO DEAD! MUST MAKE IT LIVELY ONCE AGAIN!

HEY IS THE YEAR OF 2012!

a brand new start of a new year ^.^

CNY is coming in a week time, i'm sure all the kids love tis day cause

ANG BAO MANY MANY!

unlike mii going to work for my own ang bao :(

now a day ii kip stressing myself on my poly school.

ii don't know which course should ii choose and which school to choose too...

how ii wish to stay in ITE forever :))

was wondering where does ii belong to?

A school of business/ART.... ?

always wanted to enter a school like dream high. hahax. ii think ii'm jus day dreaming-

wht should ii do?

alright!

is okay!

ii shuld not stress myself so much now. relax and enjoy my ITE life still got another 1 month to enjoy life before ii graduate, have to stay focus on wht i'm doing now.

ii believe when the time come ii will know wht ii want.

let's dun think about those stressful thing. life is to enjoy but not stress urself hehex.

SHINee COMEBACK on 2012 which month is not stated but I'M HWAITING!

lovelove xoxo.

hehehehehehehex...

was viewing my audiences list just now. wooooo south korea 19 views, russia 12 views, US 6 views.... but funny thing is i'm a singaporean yet singapore only 1 view! O.o weird!

gonna sign off now cause tml still have tons of thing hwaiting fer mii to do :(

goodnight and candydrm to all my reader.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 425) - today is my bdae

2011-09-17T14:30:00.002+08:00

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today is my bdae!생일 축하합니다
YEAH OLD LIAO.
i'm staying at home now :( so boring...
ii dunno wht to do....

ii wish he will wish mii happy bdae, but now ii know is impossible.
we are not fated to mii. ii understand le.
真的明白了

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 424) - 我一定要早会属于我自己吴婕恩的自信。

2011-08-07T00:34:00.006+08:00

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我一定要早会属于我自己吴婕恩的自信。

ii always try my best to bulid up my outward appearance confident but there will always have this group of people kip crashing it.

FINE!

ii dunno how many times ii have to repeat this! ii wanted to let it go! ii wanted the scar in my heart to disappear but whtever have happen in the past it would not change.

ii dunno why everytime ii wanted to bulid up my confident there always ppl crushing it down. why when ever ii'm proud of myself they will always pull mii down to the bottom?

YES! II KNOW! II KNOW! THOSE FOTOS II TOOK DUN LOOK LIKE MII. BUT DUN EU THINK TT JESSICA IN THE FOTOS HAVE MUCH CONFIDENT DEN THE ONE EU ALWAYS SEE? ii envy tt jessica in the fotos. she is gorgeous.

my heart is empty now.
ii dunno wht to say.
there nothing fer mii to say.
what fer ii typing all this thing?
cause ii have repeated this topic over and over again...
&& there will always be peoples who do it over and over again....
nvm jus hold on to the pain.

LET IT FLOW. LET IT FLOW. JUST LET IT FLOW.

ii believe one day there 1 person who will understand mii even ii dun speak a word.
ii believe one day there 1 person who will hlp mii cover my weakness.
ii believe one day there 1 person who will let mii feel in his eyes ii'm a very gorgeous girl. even he dun look at those fotos.
ii believe one day tt this person will not crush my confident but bulid tgh with mii.

how ii wish ii was at the esplanade now.
tt the place will take always my sorrow.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 423) - endless job!

2011-07-09T02:01:00.004+08:00

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WE ARE LIKE THE CRAZY PPL STAYING IN SCH TILL MIDNIGHT JUS FER PROJECT!
TELL MII WHICH ITE STUDENTS SO CHIONG?
WE ARRE THE 1ST II GUESS!

now a days kip staying in sch till late night fer project.
today is the most... shuld ii say late or early?

OMG!
how ii wish ii cann slp in sch! so ii dun nid to rush to sch fer project the next morning.

&& II HOPE TT TIS EVENT FASTER COME FASTER END!
IS DRIVING MII AND MY GRUP CRAZY LE!

aaaa..... ii think ii shuld stop here. lazy to continue le.
too tired!

see you when ii see you.

night.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 422) - 烦啊！

2011-06-26T22:20:00.006+08:00

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我心寒！我心痛！我不明白！
我说过天底下没有一个母亲不爱自己的孩子，一样的天底下没有孩子不爱自己的父母。
我很爱他们！可是为何她感觉不到？一次又一次的伤到我的心？

actually today shuld be a happy day fer us.
is a outing to malaysia fer our family wif grace, she bring us to enjoy the nice curry fish head. have already told them ii will be on duty frm 0700-1200 hours.

well ii didn really have a good slpt. ii slp at morning 0400 && wake up at 0700. ii didn complain tt ii'm tired as ii know my family is waiting fer tis day to come.. rushed bak home after work. changed and got prepared. leave house at 1300 hours ii guess.

took bus to malaysia. as eu know the distance, shall not mention on those procedure. skip skip skip.

OKAY. rch malaysia 1st thing heading to tt curry fish head store.
they told us no more curry fish head and ii was blame cosz i'm working O.o?

HELLOX! WHT IS TIS?
ii work fer money! dun eu understand ii nid to save money fer my future!
eu stop giving mii monthly allowance cosz ii got the scholarship sponsor. dun eu think tt $300 will spend finish?
- everyday in sch $5++ (1 month how much ii spend?)
- transportation fees?
- project work fees?
- outside active (dance.)
so does tt mean my $300 always there? never end spending?

dun eu ferget ii still own eu $2000 cosz of driving!
if ii dun save and kip working now. when will ii return eu ur money??
ii have count ahead.
ii graduate at 2012 apr and continue in poly (if possible) which will take mii another 3 yrs. part-time jobs dun let mii earn much!

will be out to social1y to work on 25 yrs old.
do eu think my 1st full ime job will get a pay of $2000? NO!
and ii know tt eu will come after mii fer ur monthly allowance + tt $2000!
so when cann ii have my 1st car?

ARRRRGGGGG.
sometime ask eu fer extra money eu will start yelling at mii! kip saying tt $300! II HATE THIS! now holidays ii kip working have eu ever ask am ii tired? II KNOW EU WILL REPLY MII BAK "II ALSO WORKING. II ALSO VERY TIRED."

sometime ii dun understand y ii treat eu so good, so love eu yet eu tell mii, ii'm not? in ur eyes there only my younger brother. wht abut mii??

do eu know tt who is the one kip reminding them mother's day is coming?
do eu know tt who is the one planning fer eu everything?
do eu know tt who is the one who look fer tt perfect and special present?

so wht did eu cc?
eu tell mii ii'm not good to eu. ii'm not a good daughter?
EU HURT MII DEEPLY!

EVERYTIME II TEARS AFTER QUARREL WIF EU DUE TO MONEY PROBLEM!
II HATE MONEY! II REALLY HATE TT!
MONEY CANN'T BUY EVEYTHINGS!
YES. EU WILL SAY SORRY TO MII BUT WHT FER?
II DUN WAN UR SORRY. II WAN EU TO UNDERSTAND!
EVERYTIMES QUARREL WIF EU IS THE SAME OLD MATTER! SAME OLD SORRY! WHT FER?

if ii dun start my saving now. wht will happen if ii nid money on my 25 yrs old? will eu guve mii or will eu start yelling at mii again?
sometimes ii really think like ii shuld stop studying after ii grad. start searching fer a full-time job. the more eu stress mii wif money matters the more ii have this mindset!

&& do eu know tt poly expense is much more higher?

I REALLY VERY TIRED.... II NID A BREAK!
TEARS FLOWING NON-STOP....
HEARTING BLEEDING NON-STOP...

bcosz today the whole journey to malaysia is to eat onli and come bak.
eu quarrel wif mii and dad.
mii and dad already try to control our tempter,
my dad is the best guy ii every cc in the world.
our character is almost the same more understanding and easy to communicate.
when facing stubborn mami all we cann do is diam diam but sometime ii really cann't control and yell bak.

ii know is bak to yell bak but.... sigh?
wht can ii do?

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 421) - not so jessica.

2011-06-19T22:27:00.003+08:00

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HAPPY APPA'S DAY TO ALL THE SUPERMANS IN THE WHOLR WIDE WORLD.

Come out, moon. Come out, wishing star. Come out, come out, wherever you are.
II NID EU NOW!

kipp stressing myself in project now a day.
this is the 1st time ii cry fer project. cry so badly...
i'm so into my project cause ii wanna mak it perfect and hit our sponsorship expectation..

BCOSZ OF EXPECTATION AND PERFECTION.
ii tired myself everydays, having headache now and then but den ii didn take anii mec to cure or seek any doctor COSZ II DUN LIKE!

when i'm alone ii will kip thinking of my project tole myself so many time but den still... sigh.

I won't stop. For every minute of the rest of my life, I will fight.
JIA YOU JESSICA! FIGHTING!

&& ii believe after the project, Soon there'll be joy and happiness and my little world will be brighten. :))

well althought ii'm a bit moody recently but there still things tt brighten up my days. && tt is U. yes U. muii xiao gui. but still kind of sad tt ii cann't get y dao huey today :(

nvm! TML II WILL GET IT!
TML II WILL ENJOY MYSELF! NO MORE THINKING OF PROJECT! TAKE A BREAK!
enjoying my favourite stars tml... love love.
hoping fer a better day to come.
&& II'M BELIEVING TT DAY WILL COME TO MII! DUI MA! DUI MA!
Every day, another new adventure. Every mile, another new zip code.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 420) - i'm a hero!

2011-06-13T23:32:00.004+08:00

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ii think i'm a hero today :))
II SAVE A DOG! II DID SOMETHING GREAT :)
but den while i'm chasing after this poodle there is alot of ppl who saw it yet do nth... WHT THE HELL? they jus let mii dash across the road! when ii saw it is so freak out! ii cann't imagine wht if is onew out there?

so ii kip chasing and chasing.
the dog kip crossing and crossing the road.
and ii follow, crossing and crossing the road.
damn tired! frm my huse ii run to batok and run bak to muii huse area and den to toh tuck.. ALAMAK! MY BRO SAY KIP ON CHASING TIS DOG EU WILL SLIM DWN SOON =.=" hahahax. dun funny.

while ii was chasing there is a person frm her store run out and hlp mii too.. so ii jus run and run wif her while her husband drive his car to look arund fer tt dog. so coincident he actually is my stage 1 driving instructor! ii cann rmb him. his car is (28) mukakakakaaa. he told mii he quit le and his wife open a pets shop near my huse.

after bring tt lost dog bak home ONEW IS SO ANGRY WIF MII!
&& HE IS SO SCARE OF TT POODLE!
when the poodle wanna mak frendz wif him he run hiding under the chairs.
when the poodle is looking at somewhere else onew slowing walking toward poodle bak and smell his bakside. LOLX. SO DRAMATIC!

and b4 ii cann't let the both of them meet ii have to bring one of the dog into my room to slp. ii ask onew to come in but he refuse so ii bring the poodle in lorx. hopfully the lost dog can find his home bak. if not actually ii dun mind kipping it :) hehex.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 419) - 长大了！

2011-06-13T00:59:00.006+08:00

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看着镜子里面的我。
我发现我已经长大了，懂事了。时间就像刚做飞机飞过21年。

亲爱的读者，
我的21年就这么的飞过，我听到的故事看到的东西都成了我成长的一部分。
世界上没有一个父母亲不爱自己的孩子。他们所做的都是为自己的孩子好，他们付出的永远都比我们的多。
永远的想把最好的留个孩子。。

虽然我们有时会埋怨，会跟父母亲吵架但对他们来说就像心如刀割一样。
我很尊敬我家的王和王后希望我出社会工作时我会给他们更好的。
人嘛忠是要等到失去后才懂得珍惜。为何懂得这个道理但做不到的人又这么多？

他们怕我会找错男人就想帮我拉红线，虽然很讨厌！可是我可以了解为何他们要这么做，他们的出发点是为我好。。但我还是不同意啦！等我30岁了在try看看okay。

我很爱很爱我的家人，希望时间只会停留在我开始懂事的那一刻。
只想这样跟家人度过。他们是我的全部，一个也不能少。最怕有一天他们会离开我！我不要！
我懂事了可是我没有那么勇敢。:(

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 418) - complaining

2011-06-11T00:42:00.004+08:00

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my life is a book of story and this is chapter 418. how abut urs?

look how many monkey years ii haven't update my blog? hahax. too busy now a days...
there is too many thing to update :) jus too lazy to share wif e guys now.

WHT IS THE TIME NOW? IT SHULD B SLPPING TIME! I'M STILL AWAKE BLOGGING!
OH GOSH.. TML GONNA GO SHOPPING WIF DARLINGS. CANN'T WAIT :)

let mii update my lates happening okay.
hmmm... let mii think think.. *flashing bak*

COMPLAINING!

1st relationship!
OH COME ON! I'M JUS 20th okay heading to my 21st in 3 months time. but parents like very worry ii cann't find a guy and wanna introduce one fer mii! IS LIKE OMG LA! frm last yr they kip asking mii wanna know tt guy ma till now they still never give up asking mii. TIS IS SO BOTHERING MII! IRRITATING! so does tis mean soon or later ii will get my 1st album wif guys fotos inside the album????

they kip telling mii tt guy is very rich, got money in future ii no scare ii have nth to eat. HELLOX MY DEAR PARENT ARE EU TRYING TO SELL UR DAUGHTER ALWAY? T.T tis mak mii feel so sad eu know. like no one wan mii den parent have to intro. ALAMAK!

but anyway! ii dun nid the person to be rich, handsome and everything tt mak him perfect. ii jus wan his pure heart, his respect, his trust, his love and his mature all this will mak tt guy a responsible guy and responsible guy will take care of his family.

cann eu promise mii rich person won't do some playful stuff at my bak?
ii trust my eyes. so jus wait fer tt time and fate to come. NO WORRY MY DEARLY PARENT...

i'm jus waiting fer tt MR.RIGHT to bring mii to my 2nd stage of life.
jus one destination.. ii believe one day it will come jus have to wait fer my cupid to do their jobs.

2nd AH KU FOTO!
once again ii declare! MY FOTOS IS NOT PHOTOSHOP DE! II DUN HAVE THE PROGRAMME!humplex! ii know la the fotos and mii is 2 different ppl but it does mean ii photoshop the fotos okay! jus tt i'm use to zhilian so ii know the angle to take fotos le. jus adding some words in the fotos call photoshop ma?

3rd tom and jerry.
hate those ppl who always send mii msg and ask mii to add them.
hellox those ppl is like ccing fotos to judge ppl. II HATE TIS TYPE OF PPL NOT SERIOUS AT ALL!

ii like ppl who look at person internal beauty but not external!
to mii those ppl who have external beauty is always a bimbo! cause they always thought they are the pretty ladys and they walk like model... the way they look at the others is frm top to bottom, always matches wif handsome guy/rich guy. WHT THE HELL? INTERNAL BEAUTY WILL MAK A PERSON MORE BEAUTIFUL OKAY "MODEL".

of cosz guys! if eu met a girl have both beauty wht are eu waiting fer? cherrish her okay... is hard to find like her any more. :)

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 417) -

2011-05-09T22:21:00.005+08:00

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AAAAAAAAA.... is so so so tired now aday.

last week ii'm damn busy wif alot of things. finally ii have finish my HYCSS award ceremony && the most important things ii wanna share is!

WELCOME TO EARTH KENAN WONG!
my SISIaiai de baby boy. hope to see eu soon. :))

ii have spend all my pocket money for tis mother's day. but is worth it :) those money ii spend cann't compare to the money she spend on mii. GREAT THANKS TO ALL MOTHERS ON EARTH. WE RESPECT EU. x3

sunday, we went to malaysia.. main purpose is to take the train, after july they will not stop at tanjong pagar aniimore. so to experience the feeling of taking the train. well ii cann say it bring mii bak to the olden days, the feel is still there. only thing ii dislike is dirty!

to get everythings done by a week is really very tiring. SO TIME MANGEMENT is the most important thing. ;)

weather is killing now aday and ii believe tt 2012 is coming. have eu ever notice? frm last yr onward the weather shine more den it rain. when is raining days is like waterfall pouring. heard my frendz say the weather hitting 36 degree ytd! today is 35 degree ( last check).. oh pls! god rain! pls rain!

frendz do take care yeah. FRENZY WEATHER KILL PPL! DRINK PLENTY OF WATER YEAH.

when one door of happiness closes, another open.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 416) - holy shitake mushroom

2011-04-29T22:51:00.007+08:00

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T~T... II DIDN GET MY GROWTH AND SHARE MONEY TODAY. CAUSE II MISS TT REGISTER!BLURSOTONG ME! jus register today hopefully ii will get it SOON ENOUGH! MY BIRD NEST FER MY OMONI DAY! crack my mind now. where to get money for the present and dinner. sigh.

life as per normal. wake up, wash my face, say morning to ONEW, hugg him, prepare to sch.... best thing for today is I'M LATE FOR SCH. is my nightmare which wake mii up. ii drm of ii'm in some part of tailand graveyard. HOLY SHITAKE MUSHROOM! SHALL NOT CONTINUE THE STORY IS SO HORRIBLE!

late for sch 1 hour.
well soo far ii still haven slp in class yet. paying full attention to teacher :D guai right. ii know. trying to rush all projects. pray hard after tis semester I'M STILL IN PIECE! stress up wif all the projects..

few days ago jus finish our CCA fair.
most angry thing is there is a junior walk to mii.

junior:" can i ask eu a question?"
me:(thinking shuld b etp question)"sure
of cosz :D"
junior:"are eu a chinese or a malay?"
me"O.O i'm a chinese.
:)"
junior:"i thought eu are a malay. thank you." (she walk off)

HOLY SHITAKE MUSHROOM! II LOOK LIKE A MALAY MEH? TIS IS GETTING TOO OVER BA...

is okay. is okay. breath in breath out! relax~

oh yeah. today after sch go clementi my 2nd home town to mit laopo for lunch and den mit my tan's family for movie [roommate] at westmall. ii almost fall aslp inside i'm jus too tired. yawn~ tml still got working. how ii wish there is no work, no school, no cca nth for mii! TIME FOR MII TO RELAX. holiday ii have spend most of the time working and CCA. ii promise myself next holiday is time to HAVE FUN AND FOOL AROUND LIKE A SIAO CHA BO!

After movie ii went to singtel shop and ask how much is a blackberry torch. ii didn know there is a blackberry plan. cheapest is $48 per month & den tt phone is $448 is like OMG! SO EXPENSIVE! crazy! but ii'm still thinking shuld ii get blackberry or iphone.

JESSICA QUOTE OF THE DAY: Sometimes we just have to accept that people are going to stay in our hearts even when they don't stay in our lives

2011-04-27T21:00:00.005+08:00

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Stop trying to figure everything out. You dont know it all. The only one who does is God.

If you’re not happy single, then you won’t be happy taken, cause happiness comes from within, not from relationships.

I never asked to be everything to someone, but at least i want to be something to someone.

If you can’t be a pencil to write anyone’s happiness. Try to be an eraser to remove someone’s sadness.

Don't take a good woman for granted. Someday someone will come along and appreciate what you didn't.

Smile when your down and it will turn the spirit into positive for the people around.

it's not how good you are, it's how good you want to be.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 415) - IMY.

2011-04-26T22:09:00.004+08:00

你不见了！T~T 난 정말 당신이 그리워요
simply missing
eu...

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 415) - untitled

2011-04-25T19:48:00.005+08:00

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lappy remaining power left 48%.

today was like damn jia lat la! my head was looking dwn at the floor while walking to opening cosz ii'm thinking of something AND DEN! BANG! ii bang on the wall. 好痛哦~ T~T. blursotong! luck no one saw it if not is damn PS la.
wake up damn eary for duty [ open push cart] END UP! PPL ON DUTY NEVER TURN UP and is impossible to ask mii do duty! so we close for today. this is so headache la dey.

hopfully wed and thurs there wont b anii problem giving to mii aniimore! ESPECIALLY THURS! is CCA fair. full day on duty! damn tiring. JESSICA EU NID A REST. ii haven buy my heels for the award day. hopfully ii cann get it on wed :)

ask laopos to go out wif mii on wed. but clementi to mit ping for lunch 1st hehex.
ii miss those breakfast and lunch days. smiling and chit chatting. we may quarrel and misunderstand each other sometime but our friendship is still as close as cookies and cream. when they are mix tgh they are always the best XD.

ii hope tml time will pass faster! cosz tml will be 8 hurs lesson shag shag shag~

II MISS TIN TIN! ii miss those story whereby ii always go library borrow and read the whole day! ii miss snowy (tin tin dog!) ii jus simply miss my childhood. nija trutle. casper. sailormoon. noddy. digimon. and many many more. how ii wish time cann rewind bak to the days when ii still sitting in front of the TV and enjoy all this cartoons. kid central?
hehex.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 414) - untitled

2011-04-24T21:40:00.005+08:00

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VOTING! VOTING! VOTING! VOTING DAY IS DRAWING NEAR... I'M HWAITING!
hehex. tis yr is my 21 so ii hope ii cann get a chance to vote :) frenzy ask mii who will ii vote if ii get a chance. ii dunno who will ii vote but den ii know ii wont vote fer the red shirt grup"ming zhu dang". COSZ THEY ALWAYS DISTURB MII ON SUNDAY WHEN II AT GHIM MOH EATTING MY DAO HUEY!

ONEW!
II GETTING TO LOVE YOU MORE~
everytime coming running to mii and ask mii to sayang him! :)) SO CUTE ARRHX!~

now aday ii didn let myself to have a good rest. working working and working even tml lesson start at 1200pm but ii have to rch sch earli to do duty! is okay. hopfully ii dun fall aslp in class tml. LOLX. JIE EN NI YAO JIA YO O~

II CANN'T WAIT FER MAY.

mii and brother planning to get mami bird nest fer present and treat her dinner but wondering wht shuld we treat her? must start planning now.

smile for a better day :))
ii miss my candy eyes.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 413) - cough cough cough~

2011-04-19T21:44:00.004+08:00

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today is my extra holiday.
wake up earli to mit my laopos fer breakfast :))
LOVE HAVING BREAKFAST WIF THEM.

after breakfast head home to prepare fer HYCSS briefing.
actually ii wanna go shopping or take a break today but den T.T
because of the HYCSS briefing is at 3pm. ii cann go shopping. fri is PH yet I'M WORKING!

but den tml ii getting new experience :)) YEAH~~~
going prawning wif my ocean family. 1st time hop is fun :) shall upload foto tml. ii'm sure ii will take alot of foto wif my gang. hehehex.

my coughing is getting worst :((

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 412) - untitled

2011-04-18T15:25:00.004+08:00

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yawning~ boring day.

still coughing and sniffing. tissue paper is by best friend now. HATE IT! cann't blame anyone cause is me! myself dun wanna go seek a doctor. KIMCHI[yuxuan] jus now say:" ppl sore throat got sexy voice. my kimchi different. she have baby voice 娃娃音!"

ii know about tis. the more my nose block the more tis voice will come out WHICH II DUN LIKE ALSO! SOUND VERY ACR CUTE NEIIX!.

in ebc room now. have to stay inside frm tis moment till 7pm Oo.

later PM LEE is coming and whole school have to stay bak.

ii may be relaxing in ebc room now wif air-con and comfor chairs. but den ii still have alot of work to do. designing is always the best job fer JESSICA GOH. :)

designing tees for my CCA now.

have send to the company and wait fer them to reply mii a quotation.

share wif eu guys my design. give some comments and feedbak ba ^^.

LOGO:

TEES:

cause they want it in polo tees so i make it simple and nice. 不错吧 :)

OH YEAH! OH YEAH! II HAVE A CANDY DRM TODAY....

the drm is not abut him.

BUT I STILL HOPE TO SEE HIM AGAIN. ask mii den ii will share wif eu :)

jus stop here. ii still have alot of things to do now....

BUSY WOMAN!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 411) - hao lei lei O~

2011-04-17T21:54:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

coughing all day long... today working was tired. didn stop at all! customers kip coming in. everymin is my rush in! T.T AND IT ALWAYS HAPPEN WHEN I'M WORKING feel like kanna bully by mac cafe LOLX. frenzy always say ii never bath. BUT II DID! guess ii smell toooooo nice le attract all bees[customers] come. everytime ii work in mac ii will always cut myself without knowing WAHAHAHAHA~ SO BLUR.

sigh. sick le still go work. i'm like 不要命啊!

AS WHT II SAY II HATE TO BE SICK ON SUNDAY.

tml my life will be shiok~ school at 12pm. and den PM LEE is coming everyone have to gather at the pizzar till 7pm. as for mii ii jus nid to stay inside the EBC room hehex :) rest and relax~ GREAT LIFE!

tue no school due to tml event. SHIOK RIGHT! but den ii have briefing for my scolarship at 3pm. :( thought ii cann go out enjoy life arrhx. sad la...

tml f(x) album will be out but den ii got their track today~ ii'm the 1st to get amount my frenzy. so proud of myself. cann't wait fer may dance class. wonder wht will be out. 4MIN-MIRROR MIRROR? F(X)- DANGER? SNSD- MR TAXI? II'M HWAITING~ my blood cells is dancing when ever there is music.

update my blog for JUST FOR ONE PERSON BUT DUNNO WILL SHE READ ANOT.

EU! YES EU! YA EU!

THROW ME ONE PERSON IN SINGAPORE AND FLY TO AUST TO STUDY FER 3 YEARS!

PLS STUDY HARD OKAY! DUN MAK MII WASTE MY TIME WAITING FER EU OKAY!

WHEN EU ARE BAK I'M 23/24 LIAO LEIIX!

SO SO SO SO SO LETS STUDY HARD TGH MY DEAR LAOPO! LOVE EU. EU SHULD KNOW.

hao ba. shall end here cosz my QAD is still waiting fer mii to call her.

QAD here ii come :)

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 410) - cleaning~

2011-04-16T22:44:00.005+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

HELLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOXXXXXXX! ii'm bak here to clear all the dust and spiderweb in tis website. hehex. lets see.. last post was on 26 nov. is been months ii didn upload anything. OKAY. 1st of all let mii introduce myself to the new reader. HELLOX. I'M JESSICA GOH JIE EN. RESPECT MY NAME! the owner of this blog. I LOVE SHINEE! I LOVE TRYING OUT NEW THINGS! & of cosz I'M A NAUGHTY GIRL! WELL I'M A BLUR SOTONG TOO. zhiliankuang tt mii hehex. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............ ii think tt all ba. wanna know more abut mii jus leave mii a message on my cbox ba. ^^ ii dun like to add stranger. DOING GOOD IN LIFE, SCHOOL & WORK. currently now i'm SICK! i'm sick fer abut 3 week still not recovering yet. didn seek fer any doctor cosz ii dun like to cc their face. POOR MII have to go to work tml T.T ii was wondering how am ii going to communicate wif the customers tml? sighhh.... II HATE TO FALL SICK ON SUNDAY!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 409) - II'M CRAZIIZ

2010-11-26T22:57:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

MY MIND IS FULL OF HIS FACE.

II THINK II'M MISSING HIM.

OH MY TIAN.

HOW CAN IT BE?

II MUST BE CRAZY!

II ONLI MET HIM ONCE

& YET

II HAVE A STRONG FEELING TOWARD HIM....

THIS IS HORRIBLE!

II MUST TRY TO FORGET HIM

WASH AWAY HIS FACE AND EVERYTHING ON TT DAY II MET HIM ON MY MIND.

PERFORMANCE ON 20 NOV AT SINGAPORE POLY.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 408) - ON MC.

2010-10-20T15:21:00.004+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

YEAH IS MII! IS MII! ALTHOUGHT II DANCE NOT VERY NICE BUT II STILL THINK IS PERFECT! WAKAKKAKA~

today on MC stay at home.. ii almost slp the whole day le.
ii walk like Z mode.. my head go spinning and spinning. hopefull ii will get well soon. cosz this headache and giddy have been arund 3 days jus tt ii never go seek fer doctor.

FRENDZS THE WEATHER OUTSIDE IS NOT GOOD TOO SO DO RMB TO TAKE CARE URSELF AND DRINK MORE WATER OKAY.

later ii still have driving lesson. sigh hope tt my head wont spin much later cann't take anii mec also cosz scare ii will feel slppy later more worst well driving.

okay now ii have to go rest. TAKE CARE MY FRENDZ

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 407) - FIGHTING JESSICAGOH

2010-10-19T15:41:00.004+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

안녕! 안녕! 안녕!
this semester timetable is like SHIOK! everyday end very earli. 1200, 1230... onli one day 1700hours. wakakakaka~ jealous right! ii know. but den human is kind of werid sometime. last semester we hope teacher will always give us leave earli or more breaks. NOW WE CAN LEAVE EARLI AND THERE IS MORE BREAKS FOR US YET WE ARE STILL COMPLAINING~ cosz there is nth fer us to do when we end sch so earli.... COMPUTER EVERYDAY ALSO WILL SIAN DE!

well everyday end earli but eu still must report to sch EARLI TOO! EVERYDAY 0800LESSONS! swee right. make mii everyday late fer sch.. the most angry thing is everyday 0800 de lesson make mii cannot work. ii put my schedule at 1400-2000/2100 wasn't approve cosz thise timing is no ppl timing wht fer they nid so much staff at the NO RUSH TIMING?

SIGH. NO SCHEDUEL FOR WORK MEAN NO MONEY. NO MONEY MEAN II PORK LIAO! DIE DIE DIE. T.T so sadd. gonna find some way to earn extra income. oh yeah! lesson in school also very boring especially is ANNIE SOON CLASS [writting business] . feel like crying when ii'm having her lesson. WHICH TEACHER PUT THE FONTS SIZE AT 11? OK FINE FOR FONT SIZE 11 BUT PLS ZOOM IN FOR THE STUDENT. everytime cc the projector ii also headache.

IT HURT MY EYES! MY DEAREST TEACHER!

ok stop complaining about her, is jus making myself more angry. tml 1st lesson is her yeah sigh old woman tent to nag alot. dun eu agree with mii??

HAPPY THING IS!

OH~ MY KIMCHI[S] IS COMING TO SINGAPORE TIS WEEK.

is sad tt ii wont b see them performing but no matter wht they still stay in my heartx. TAEMIN,AND II BRING THEM EVERYWHERE II GO~ II DO MISSES THEM. ESPECIALLY TAEMIN, KEY, ONEWOPPA&&JONGHYUNOPPA.. so miss them. DUN ASK MII MINHO LEIIX. II DUN LIKE HIM! UN-JOHAHAEYO! *althought he look good sometime to mii.. but still un-johahaeyo!

COUSIN GONNA STALK THEM HOPEFULLY THERE IS NICE FOTO FER MII... HEHEX.

shall end here.. there is much more thing fer mii to do.

SO FIGHTING JESSICAGOH.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 406) - 박수쳐!

2010-10-07T16:54:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

II'M HUNGRY RAWR~
damn hungry and super hungry now.

jus finish my coffee class today, CLEAR ANOTHER COURSE YES!
get my coffee art certificate today ^^V like a happy.. MORE HAPPY THING IS II GET A GOOD RESULT. 3.528 GPA. WOOOOOO CLAP HAND CLAP HAND. 박수쳐!

ii also finish my lucifer dance ytd. now ii'm waiting fer my training onli ^^ smiling. OH SHINEE.. WHT MORE SHARE II SAY?? no idea wht to update le.

tml there is dance lesson in school yeah. hehex. hoepfully is a smoothie one.. OH YA CUT HAIR TML! IF II DUN CUT TML II DUNNO WHEN II HAVE TIME TO CUT LOLX.

II MISS MY KIMCHI[S]

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 405) - .

2010-09-30T23:20:00.005+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

wooooo.... SINCE HOW LONG II NEVER POST ANII ENTRY IN MY BLOG??

okay busy wif alot of thing after ii come bak frm korea.
1ST - study for up coming exam
2ND - my dance class
3RD - MAC F.H course
4TH - working schedule
5TH - driving lesson
6TH - ETP CAMP.
7TH - UPCOMING PERFORMANCE!

CANN EU CC II'M A BUSY WOMAN??
until now ii still not free... everyday ii will have something on. busy till very tired, tired till lazy to update.

OKAY WHTEVA. guess wht ii'm doing now other den BLOGGING....
ahhhh haaa.~ ii'm putting a mask on my face LOLX. the one ii brought frm KOREA. saving hard fer another korea trip to buy MASK AND MAKEUP! hehex.

shall share wif eu guys wht did ii do today ba..
earli in the morning wake up and head to BBDC to drive. WHAO TODAY DRIVING WAS SMOOTHIE! hehex. althought is still not perfect BUT II CANN CC MY DRIVING LESSON GETTING NEAR TO MII HEHEX.

after driving lesson head bak home. very day practice my dance is a MUST! makan le jiu play computer... the whole day ii was doing one thing which is forming up my LOGO.

may sound funny y do ii nid a logo but den it jus suddenly pop up into my mind while ii was driving and den when ii open com and very auto de open up all editing programme and start on it. HOPEFULLY EU GUYS WILL THINK IS A NICE ONE. ^____^

MY STOMACH IS CALLING~~ ARRRGG~

have to turn off earli today cosz tml have dance lesson in school ^^ cann't wait.

oh ya if eu guys wanna know more detail in my performance do let mii know. LEAVE A COMMENT FER MII AND II WILL REPLY EU THE DETAIL ^^

last but not least de topic is MY KIMCHI[S] AKA SHINEE

jus dl their repackage album -HELLO-
hmmm... not very nice. but waiting fer their mtv hehex cosz the teaser look nice. shall share wif eu guys

key jus celebrate his bdae 1 week ago jus like mii celebrate my bdae few week ago.. WE ARE THE SEPTEMBER BABYS. his bdae is when ii'm in my camp day1. && they are coming to singapore soon. BUT II DIDN BUY TICKET TO CC THEM GUESS II WONT REGRET. bet they will sing my favourite. REPLAY, RINGDINGDONG, LUCIFER AND LATES SONG HELLO.

AAA.A.. KIMCHI II MISSES EU!

__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 404)- quick update on last day of korea

2010-08-21T01:27:00.002+08:00

YES TML II GOING BAK SINGAPORE

SINGAPORE WE ARE COMING BAKKK.... WOOOO

wonder how is the YOG? did singapore win anii??

II HOPE SO! SINGAPORE JIA YOU!

yes in the hotel using com now. ^^

quick update.

when sauna today. it was my 1st time ^^ && PLS DUN ASK MII WHT II SAW! II WISH TO CLEAR THE IMAGE OFF MY HEAD!

after tt WE TRY TO TAKE THEIR SUBWAY TO GO SHOPPING... like a cool. hehex..

MOST OOF ALL IS

II'M WATCHING MUBANK NOW!!!!

LIKE LIKE LIKE

SHINEE LATER.

BOA, SECERT... WAAAAAAAA~~~~ MUBANK ROX

will update more when ii bak

foto will be upload asap. ^^ do wait fer all the update. smiling...

&& nitex nitex

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 403) - at jeju hotel updating now.

2010-08-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

FRENDZ DO MISS MII HEHEX...
SECOND DAY OF KOREA!
USING HOTEL COM NOW TO UPDATE THE DEAD BLOG...

will update asap when ii get bak singapore

ii'm at JEJU Island now. heading to seoul tml. HOPEFULLY II CANN CC SOME HANDSOME GUY! SO FAR THIS 2 DAYS NO HANDSOME GUY!!! suddenly feel so cheated... LOLX

ARRRGGGG NO HANDSOME!!! KILL MII PLS!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 402) - KOREA [AH KU] COMING!

2010-08-10T00:30:00.005+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

wo lala~ CACA IS BACK- HER WISPER IS THE LUCIFER.

hahax... it's always be a long time ii never update my blog. reason is simple. I'M TOO BUSY WIF WORK AND SCH! WORKAHOLIC.ROBOTRONIC. NOT A LOVEHOLIC

counting dwn 5 MORE DAYS TO KOREA!
KOREA HERE WE COME! 나는 매우 행복 해요!!!

gonna take alot of pix pix and buy SHINee stuff bak to singapore!!
KIMCHI ALSO! MY FAVOURITE! lala.~

KOREA! KOREA! KOREA! KIMCHI! KIMCHI! KIMCHI! SHINEE! SHINEE! SHINEE! gee~
so happy la... ppl must miss mii okay..

ok ii think ii end here. cosz ii have no idea wht to update le. ^^ buaii buaii

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 401) - IT TAEMIN 18TH BDAE!

2010-07-18T01:14:00.006+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

since when was my last post? lolx. how long was tt?? spider everyway le.

TODAY IS TT BEAUTIFUL BOY OF MINE BDAE. HAHAX. LOVE EU 4EVA KISSES.

YAP. THE FOTO IS II EDIT FER HIM DE. NICE RIGHT ^^ EU DUN NID SAY II ALSO KNOW.HEHEX.

okok tt not the main point y ii post.
buy bak my crystal fer $380, korkor say ii craziiz so is richard. hahax. but ii do like tis phone so bo bian. everything is ok fer the phone ii buy ^^ .

parents going to genting tml which mean AIR-CON FOR US AT NIGHT. WAHAHAHAHA~
working in mac-cafe fer 2-3month. everytime ii work was so boring cosz no ppl. but today was like none stop the queue... ii one person 1st time handle the rush. didn even have the time to clear all the rubbish and ii have to go fer the nxtz customer.

not complaining but is like a fun to work there... hahax. YES IS MUCH MORE FUN DEN PASTAMANIA. hahax.. ii like the rush can ii have more... or greedy abit can ii have it everytime ii work? if not is boring till dead!

1 more month to korea. KOREA AH KU COMING!
jus cann't wait. hahax. ii confirm will go search fer shinee lucifer album.

SHINEE 2ND ALBUM LUCIFER TEASER IS OUT YTD! althought the concept is abit werid. BUT STILL LOOK GOOD ON TAEMIN, JONGHYUN... the other 3 mayb it take time. LOLX.
teaser is posted below. do take a look, WARNING! after watching DUN FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM II'M SELFISH DE! THEY ARE ALL MINE!

hahax. they didn disappoint mii. confirm will like their new song. LUCIFER!

excited part have gone now ii wan to post wht ii feel.
one day appa ask mii. "girl, how ur CPF have how much money? do eu think when eu rch 30 ur CPF have 20k and above to buy a flat?".
this question jus like a injection go in deep to my heartx. ii know the flat in singapore is growing. by my age of 30 ii dun think the flat price will be as same as tis now. ONCE II TOLD MYSELF II MUST EARN AALOT ALOT OF MONEY AND BUT A COMFORTABLE, BIG BIG, PRETTY HOUSE FER MY PARENTS TO STAY.

ii taking 2 part-time job now. but tis 2 job dun let mii earn much per mth. not even $500. sometime ii ask myself why am ii working so hard? ii'm still a student cann't ii be like the other student jus go fer study dun work. sometime ii feel really really really tired of working. feel like giving up but den ii still hold on.

my drm is to perform on stage. will tis drm come true one day?? ii wan to be the nxtz STAR SHINING IN THE NIGHT.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 400) -

2010-06-29T22:20:00.004+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

ii'm bak to blog today. hahax. actually ii wanted to blog ytd but den laziiz.
since today there nth fer mii to do den ii shall BLOG!

ytd was my 1st driving lesson. [drive a car]! do eu know scary it was??? ii thought ii almost bang the car infront mii. ii think ii shuld pray hard fer the trainer. HOPEFULLY MY BLURSOTONG WILL NOT APPEAR AT TIS TYPE OF MOMENT! BLESS HIM.

after the 1st lesson, now ii know how to start the engine. hahax. not onli START THE ENGINE OK! ii also know how to drive. LOLX. there nth proud to be.

today[29/6/2010]

yes! wake up earli in the morning fer driving lesson again. have to finish up everything b4 nov.! MAMI NAGGING WANTING MII TO DRIVE HER TO SOMEWHERE!

ii know my toopid bus will come very late so ii went dwn earli to wait fer the bus. my lesson is at 0950 and ii leave my huse arund 0910. yet ii'm late fer my lesson! THANKS TO BUS 985! II HATE WAITING FER TIS BUS! KNS! ii waited fer 35min and ii think ii'm going to be late bo bian have to take anii bus to batok and change bus!.

sch is going to reopen soon... AND SCH IS AT CCK! tt the onli bus ii cann take to sch IS LIKE WHT THE TOOT! ii think ii'm gonna be late everyday! teacher is giving a 0 fer all morning lesson bcosz of the bus.! have to find another way to go sch le.

so bak to the main point. today driving lesson was driving circle. turning and turning. ii think ii improve my driving skill le =]] is jus tt ii dun like tt trainer who is sitting bside mii today.
THURS THERE IS ANOTHER LESSON! SIGH.

after lesson head home and prepare to mit MEIMEI AND JC.
KBOX! lolx. tis is the 4th time in the month. LALALALALALALA~
YES II LOVE SINGING!

after KBOX head to jurong point to have dinner and shop awhile. hahax. JESSIEAIAI SO SADDED EU NEVER JOIN US TODAY =[[

ii only cann say
"我们还是一样的顽皮，他还是一样的可怜"

SHINEE.... IS GOING TO RCH 8 JULY! OH MY! OH MY!
THE DAY II HAVE BEEN WAITING FER!
COME ON II CANN'T WAIT FER THEIR NEW SONG.~
STOP RINGING AND DINGING IN MY HEARTX!
IS TIME TO CHANGE NEW SONG~~ LOLX.

so in love wif them especially my 키, 태, 유, 현. FULL STOP.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 399) -

2010-06-25T22:13:00.006+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

ii like her LOTX! ii love her hair. so sadd tt ii cann't cut short my hair. T.T

so tired today... perhap ii didn rest really well this few days ba.
ytd hlp LAOPO to celebrate her early bdae.
hahax... we have so much fun in KBOX ytd.. hahax... hope she do enjoy herself yya ^^.

ytd was our new sch tour.
CCK campus is real BIG!
ii think ii'm gonna lost in the sch soon or later. hahax. after the tour ii still dunno where to report to when sch reopen. ii dunno where is the class... all ii know business block is near to the canteen. AND Y THERE IS ONLY 1 CANTEEN??? IT SHULD HAVE MORE! hellox. the canteen is so small also!!! ALL COLLEGE WEST STUDENT AND TEACHER WAS GATHER IN CCK CAMPUS. DO EU THINK TT 1 CANTEEN CAN FIT THE WHOLE SCH???? arrrrgggg~~~ ii think same as the pass... recess time run out and eat cosz no sit!

and there is 7-11, shop and save and HOTEL! in the sch. LOLX. gd right.
the place ii wanted to enter is THE DJ ROOM. cann ii be CCK campus DJ?? lolx.

miting shu hui when sch reopen. cosz ii confirm will lost my way. so if wan to lost let's lost tgh so ii'm not so scare. hahax. SO ANII HANDSOME IN SCH FER MII TOO CC?? LOLX.
IT MUST BE AS HANDSOME AS MUII SHINEE... lolx. day drming.

after the touring went to take video.
finsih it as fast as possible and run to buy a bdae cake fer LAOPO LISA.
den when to marina KBOX and put it there so she wont notice aniithing.
mit LAOPO LISA at orchard.
SO YOU CANN CC EVERYTHING IS LIKE A RUSH.

while waiting fer our other LAOPO. we went shop arund orchard.
she told mii her auntie say II LOOK LIKE A KOREAN. WHICH MAKE HER GO CRAZIIZ AND MAKE MII LAUGH AFTER HEARING TIS SENTENCE. lolx. tis is not the 1st time ppl say ii look like a korean.. some still thought ii come frm taiwan, hong kong, CHINA ** WHICH II HATE PPL SAY II LOOK LIKE CHINA**, japan and KOREA ** II LIKE ^^**

SO DO II REALLY DUN LOOK LIKE A SINGAPOREAN???
II'M PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN EU KNOW!!! hahax.

when to far east and extent my hair. dunno how to explain to you y ii wan to extent my hair unless ii see eu. but not extent my whole hair la. cosz MY HAIR IS LONG WHT FER II GO EXTENT??? lolx. while ii was thinking. and the person who is serving mii call mii to sit dwn. he jus tide the 5 extention on my hair and say tt charge $5. =.=" ii got bluff!!! T.T but no regert doing tt extention. if jus tt 5 may be to little fer wht ii expect and he tide at the wrong place. KNS!

WHTEVA TT WAS YTD DE THING LE~~ FERGET IT.

today working was very very bore and tired.
hmmmm.... start work at 1500 today. yet ii late. lolx. dunno y ii will late also ii do rmb ii leave my huse kind of earli. hahax. nothing much to do today. keying order. 1st time ^^ still the same very quiet didn talk much. PUT MII IN PASTAMANIA AND MAC IS TOTALLY 2 PPL.

ii'm the most noisy ppl in HFC yet ii'm the most quiet ppl in BBMAC. craziiz ppl is like tis..
lolx. tml will be working at 2 side. some ppl say ii'm craziiz y work 2 place while II'M STILL SCHING! ii also dunno y. ii wan work in mac-cafe is bcosz ii have the interest in cafe. ii love making coffee and drinks which ii dunno y also, another point is near to my huse and sch. so may after sch ii cann go and work. ii dun nid travel 1 hur plus den rch my working place and travel another 1 hur plus to rch home. TIS IS VERY TIRED.!

sometime ii feel like letting go HFC. but den whenn ii think bak actually ii have alot of fun wif OLD MAN, DON, PATRICK, JESS, JACK, LEI LEI... so ii hold bak. GRACE mayb coming bak to work too... if is real ii think HFC will be more fun den wht it is now. ^^
OCEAN FAMILY IS BAK AGAIN... WOO LALA~
DON GOING ANTI OCEAN GANG AGAIN.

those fun days tt will kept in my heartx ferever.... LOLX.

arrrggg~ HATE DAD cancel MY KBS WORLD! arrrggg~ MUSICBANK [half yr special line up] today ii cann't watch! LUCKY NO SHINEE. IF NOT.... arrrrgggg~~ my musicbank!

Today Music Bank will be the most exciting performances that is ever been held. All performers who had performed in this half year will perform together today around 5.45 PM KST
Special Stage 1

After School’s Marching Band special at a Korean High School

Special Stage 2

SNSD, Super Junior, KARA, 2AM, CNBLUE

Special Stage 3

Male Idol Members from Super Junior, 2AM, and 2PM performing Rain’s “Love Song”

Special Stage 4

Female Idol Members from Kara, T-ara, f(x), and 4Minute performing Hyori’s “Chitty Chitty Bang Bang”

Special Stage 5
Lyn, HwaYobi, and Gummy performing “21 Guns”

Special Stage 6

SNSD special Dance performance

Today’s Music Bank

4Minute – HuH
Secret – Magic
Lyn – Honey Baby Love
CNBLUE – I’m A Loner +LOVE
2AM – Won’t Let You Go Even if I Die
HwaYoBi – Bye Bye Bye
After School – Bang!
Gummy – Because of You
Seo InYoung – Written As Love, Sung as Pain
IU and 2AM’s SeulOng – Nagging
T-ara – Crazy Because of You
Super Junior – Bonamana
Kara – Lupin
f(x) – Nu ABO
2PM – Without You
SNSD – Oh!

ARRRRGGGG~~
.

COUNTING DWN TO -8 JULY- 13DAYS MORE!
II CANN'T WAIT! II CANN'T WAIT! II CANN'T WAIT!

SHINEE~~
kEY!tAEmIN!oNEW!JongHyUN!mINhO! x3x3x3 ='D

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 398) -

2010-06-24T01:01:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

is already 0100am yet ii'm not slpping...
hahax. ii have to wake up earli tml cosz ii'm gonna report to my new campus. CCK

kind of happy as in new campus.

but ii'm worry tt ii will always be late cosz is not near to my huse. T.T

aniiway.. ii cann't wait to cc shinee perform again. their new album is coming up and ii'm counting dwn. JIA YOU SHINEE! lolx.

-8 JULY- is wht ii'm waiting fer!
miss them so so so so much. I LOVE SHINEE!!!!! JOHAHAEYO!! X3X3X3

introduce new idol of mine.

GARAM FRM DN-A

he is a cute guy tooo.... lolx.

so random posting all tis rubbish.

well ii dunno wht is muii feeling now aday! especially today. hopefully ii will have a great talk to my frendz tml.

JESSICA SAY: NOT SO KIND ANIIMORE.

how ii wish ii do cann sing out all my feeling~ cry out as loud as ii cann. cosz mayb tis will mak mii feel better. but no. my tears didn drp. ii didn sing. wht shuld ii do?

my mind is emtpy. my heart feel nth. who cann tell mii wht happen to mii??

everyday cc shinee foto may cheer mii up a little but wht really happen to mii??

OLD MAN SAY BCOSZ II'M LONELY .. but ii dun feel lonely as ii have my family and frendz.

II REALLY DUNNO.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 397) - CMB role play video taking

2010-06-11T23:21:00.004+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

today was fun ^^ ... start out CMB role play video taking today.
LIKE A FUN. II'M LIKE A MOVIE STAR SO BLING BLING**
mit my partner shu hui and my cam woman wen xin 10am at jurong point. :))
ask lilian to tag along too.. cosz we can do eveything tgh :)) .
&& YES I'M LATE! thanks to the 2 shoes!
2 SHOES SPOILT IN A DAY! TOTALLY DRIVE MII CRAZIIZ! luck is a few step frm home before it spoilt.

30 min late. thanks frendz for ur kindness by waiting fer mii and didn give mii a gurmply face :)) as a repay fer eu ii give eu my smiling faces :)))))) . when to buy ticket 1st when we rch cosz ii knew tt if we buy the ticket in the afternoon confirm sold out. hahax. smart leiix.

have fun taking video and acting like a STAR. is so fun.
after tt video taking we went fer lunch.

next is arcade! LOLX. having much fun inside tooo.. bring mii bak to muii childhood time. since when ii didn step into arcade aniimore??? ii dun really rmb.

while shu hui and wen xin is still playing their game ii went to the toilet.
feel so sad to this grup of girl FRM SINGAPORE POLY!
- 1st they talk so LOUD until ppl complain them saying SO NOISY! den they shut up! yet they still talk bak to the person. SO RUDE!
ii thought it was is primary sch kids.
- 2nd THEY SAY "WHAO THE TOILET IS LIKE SO COOL! SO NICE! WHAO THE CABIN STILL GOT MIRROR! SO NICE." her frendz still ask her to stay inside...
HELLOX! DIDN EU GO TO ANII NICE TOILET??? WONDER WHT IF EU GO TO ION TOILET? WHT WILL EU SAY??? LAUGHING OUT LOUD! *BOLD*
- 3rd it shuld b quiet in the cinema but THEY ARE SO NOISY!
pls dun disgrace ur sch alright! behave urself! EU ARE WORST DEN A ITE STUDENT.! NOT A PRIMARY SCH KIDS!!!

karate kid 5 stars movie! shuld go and watch yya.
while there is still ppl TALKING LOUD IN THE CINEMA LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS.
the 3 girls infront of us kip talking and talking ii wonder they pay $8.50 to talk inside or to watch movie??? feel like throwing the popcorn to them! IS SO IRRITATING!

after movie wen xin and shu hui head bak home

while ii go to find jin hui and lisa. shopping fer craziiz girls stuff lolx. well shall not ask much over there cosz is jus shopping. nth much else.

tml bak to work. feel so sian and tired when ii heard WORK!
sometime feel like letting it go but it still dunno y ii'm still holding on.
COME'ON IS TIME TO MAK A CHOICE!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 396) - happy shopping wif family.

2010-06-06T23:07:00.005+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

when shopping wif my dearest family today...

wake up in the morning for MY MAC BREAKFAST! is been so long ii never eat le!!!
MY HOTCAKES!!!~~ is a treat to my family. hahax.

after breakfast went to buy some daily use... spend mii $55 (T_T). bought for my youngest brother things too.. force him to purchases his mask too cause HE KEEP USING MINE! DEN WHT II USE??? HUMPLEX =XX.. jessie aiai recommaned [BEAUTY MASK] so let's try on him... " HE BOUGHT MII A BOX TOOO!!! LOLX. SO GD ARRHX HIM."

so after this head home and change cosz we are going to town!
hlp muii 2 cousin to buy their lunch box cosz they are stuck at the marina sand bay/ bay sand ii dunno.. queueing up for their SJ... when ii rch there all ii cc is NOONA!
- ii wonder have they rch home? is 2340 hours le.
- how was the show case?
- did they enjoy?

hahax. they spend $$ to buy ticket and cc them. dun ask mii " den y you never go." simple answer COSZ II DUN LIKE HIM ^^. SIMPLE, NICE AND SWEETZ.

II ONLY LIKE SHINEE.! FULL STOP.

so treat them their lunch tooo. ^^ ii like very rich arrhx lolx. treat so many ppl today. chat wif them awhile jiu head off to orchard le. cause tt side nth to shop but yet there is still alot of ppl going in perhap is the CASINO! NOT THE SHOPPING CENTER! lolx.

went to orchard buy my favourite! kimchi!!!!! wahahahahaha~~~ and ii think ii spend alot today.. actually wanna buy daddi shirt but he rejected! (T_T). is ok ii will treat him on his upcoming father day den!

brother complaining saying daddi so gd one yr can get 2 present. laughing out loud.

head home after tt cause very tired le.

TML! DATING WIF MUII DEAREST AIAI.
ii wanna buy school bag too!!!!!!..

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 395) -

2010-05-31T16:38:00.005+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

is blogging time! lolx.
2 more days to BEV CA1! headache wif this subject totally dun understand a single words! but after today tution is better =]] thanks goodness if not eu cann cc mii crying the whole day.

cousin whenn to her camp today. hope she will enjoy her camp lolx.
well ii know a lot of ppl hate camp!
ytd she ask mii to hlp her wif smth... hopefully ii cann hlp her to win the ticket...
hahax. god bless alright ^^

she told mii that SJ is coming to singapore not a day! which mean after tt 5 song of performance at dunno where they will be leaving. is like HELLOX! pls be fair to those other SJ lover alright! tis make mii think of the 1st time SHINEE come to singapore fer auto @ CCK! tis is totally shit! HATE IT! ii mean hate the event not the person! how would ii hate them lolx.

cousin also told mii that they is ppl selling the ticket alway && there is buyers too! whao liao! ii shuld go get tt phone right! && sell the ticket at high price. 1st point earn bak my phone $$, 2nd point extra money earn lolx. CRAZIIZ PPL! STOP SELLING THE TICKET AT HIGH PRICE LAA! student dun have much money ok! && 5 songs fer tt 700 buck o ii dunno urxh! is so not worth it. ii rather wait fer their concert cosz ii believe one day they will come to meet their fans in singapore..

ok whtever~~ put it a side!
brother is coming bak to singapore tonight~ lolx. miss him and hate him! LOLX. ii'm a craziiz sister.. later going to fetch him too..

ohh yya daddy went to fetch his new car ytd! 1st thing ii do is play wif the radio! totally cool now ii cann play those music in my MP3 which mean KOREAN SONG!!!!!!! totally madness!
putting myself to holiday hopefully ii cann enjoy SPENDING MONEY! LAUGHING~~

last but not least
ii drm of 민호 tt day.. ii'm holding his hand..
whenn ii wake up ii was like
민호?? (ㅇ.ㅇ".)
ok whteva.. ii wish ii cann drm of 태민 instead of him again. hahax.

태민[203foto] have over flood 온유[154foto]&종현[148foto]!! nxtz will be KEY[374foto]! (O_O'')

KEYKEYKEYKEY! 사랑해요 [SARANGHAEYO]! X3X3X3

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 394) -

2010-05-26T21:51:00.008+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

안녕하세요 제시카입니다
내 친구가 어떻게 지내
난 당신이 그리워요.

ii'm so busy since sch start. there alot of thing to update but ii have no time fer this and that.

today bazaar was a sucess! everyone earn a profit of $24 [my last count] hopefully there is more lolx. ii'm so greedy! anyway who is not greedy de? human ARE!
my stall name is call [POPPY 좋아하요] so there is ppl trying to test mii KOREAN! lolx!!! hahax. ii cann understand ok!! dun play play! smiley ~ =))

left sch @ 1415 hurs cosz having FTPx2 @ 1500 hurs.
TODAY IS MY FTT TOO! && YESS II PASS MY FTT LIKE FINALLY URHX!
waited fer so long! yuppie!

YTD WAS SHINEE 2ND ANNIVERSARY.
so happy fer them ^^ hahax. never fail to support them! ^^ hehex. they are the best in muii heartx! there we go tgh! FIGHTING SHINEE~~! start the sparker in OUR SHINEE WORLD NOW!

SHINee의 전능한 엄마 키

SHINee의 리더 온유

SHINee 막둥이 태민

샤이니의 블링블링 종현

SHINee의 불꽃카리스마 민호에요
사랑해요X3X3(^.^)V

LOLX!

* surpirse to cc 민호 picture in my blog right!!

where ever ii go ii always heard RDD tis song. so hate and love.
where ever ii go SHINEE FANS IS EVERYWHERE SO IRRITATING!

but whteva it is! ii still love them ^^

태민 IS FLOODING MY PHONE AND LAPTOP! LOLX.

cousin & friend told mii tt superjunior,beast,after sch, 2am, Ukiss & F.cuz/F.cus is coming to SINGAPORE! 싱가포! Y NOT SNSD & SHINEE AGAIN?? (ㅠ.ㅠ)

(ㅠ.ㅠ)시간 참 빠르죠
shall end there cosz still have thing to do ^^.. look forward fer my upcoming holiday..

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 393) - ii'm tired.

2010-05-11T00:20:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO
ii always wanted to BlOG but ii always didn BLOG. =.=". no time cosz very busy.
there is alot of thing happening arund mii. ii wan BLOG abut something happy & sad. ii wanna blog abut my job, my frendz, my family, my classmate && myself. BUT ALL THE TIME IS GIVEN OUT TO OTHER THINGS.

asking myself is this wht ii wan?? sigh.
ok shall cut short those long long sentences. lets make it short and simple.

- last mon [3 may 2010] got poke by 3 needle until now my hand still blueblack =[. doctor request fer a blood test. nurse try on my left hand but blood never flow in to the tube so she try on my right hand. ii cry and cry and cry. is so painful! hoping there is someone arund mii..

- last wed [5 may 2010] went out to mit my Js. have dinner wif them and chit chatting.. lolx. having much fun wif them tooks tons of foto which ii haven't upload in fb hoprfully ii cann find sometime fer tt =]]

- last sat [8 may 2010] went to fly kite wif my Js. totally having much much fun.. althought the sun is really very friendly till ii get sun burn T.T but we still enjoy alot. tis is the 1st time ii fly a kite. feeling was totally awesome! ^^ but our "JJ009" is so weak hahax.

- last sun which is ytd [9 may 2010] having a big project by hlping my b.loved ppl in her feeling... hahax and they are tgh now. hopefully tt guy won't b angry wif mii cosz ii bluff him T.T feel so bad now. sorry yya. lolx

today WORKING!
but ii cc alot of changes in pastamania. tis job sometime mak mii feel like quit at tt moment but sometime it mak mii hold bak cosz of my pals. HFC PASTAMANIA have changes alot alot alot there is no longer teamwork. ii still miss the pass time =]]

telling the true. ii dun feel like talking to aniione else. covering my ears with music and close my eyes hoping to cc nth and heard nth. trying to get the right song at the moment but ii cann't find. ii use to listen to korean song too much but it dun fit my mood now.

so ii replay "Miranda Cosgrove - KissingU" & "TaeMin -River Flows in U"

the 1st time ii heard this song KissingU my mind always appear this guy face. ii dunno wht my feeling toward him. we didn even talk. and his facce jus appear when ever it play tis song. his face will jus flash in my head.

River FLows in U is just a piano music which make mii cool dwn my mood alot. && it mak mii start to think alot of things. start to asking myself wht is my next step, wht shall ii do tml...etc.

&& MOST OF ALL THIS MUSIC IS PLAY BY TAEMIN! OH MY TAEMIN! SHINEEE~~

ii'm tired. vvery tired of everything now. exspecially PEOPLE!

people wearing a mask. people act like they care but actually they dun. people who oways asking fer more. people dun cherrish others put arund them. II DUNNO WHT WILL OUR NEXT GENERATION BE LIKE IF WE CONTINUE LIKE THIS.

ii will onli cherrish those ppl who know ii CHERRISH THEM AS A FRENDZ frm now on.

if not pls TOOT OFF AND GET OUT OF MY VIEW.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 392) - bak frm camp. [2d1n]

2010-04-30T21:40:00.004+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

JUS COME BAK FRM CAMPING @ SINGAPORE DISCOVER CENTER. [2D1N]
this camp was totally awesome la! woo lala~~ hehex.

we move alot during day1.
games all the way, FOOD ALL THE WAY! hahax. having so much fun.
cc everyone dancing indian dance * was hiding at the bak cosz all my energy have been used. laughing all the way when SF is dancing. ii shuld video dwn tis cute dance! but ii didn =[, cheering fer their own classes, doing the chi-wawa dance. oie here and there. papaya and banana. PING-PONG BALL LAA. lolx.
LOTS MORE.

rain did come but it didn affect us at all. =]
&& so we ended our 1st day at around 10 plus going 11. we are the last class to get the chance to bath. ii onli can say WE QUEUE VERY VERY LONG fer our turn. those lady like to touch their skins SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO much! we can choice the place we wan to bath.
1st choice - bath in a cabinet. * those cabinet is like when we go 白事[song ga] de toilet*
2nd choice - bath in the toilet. those normally toilet we use in every shopping center.
3rd choice - bath in the toilet without door which mean ppl[other cha bos] can cc eu nude.
OH MY! OH MY! OH MY!

so when is our time to bath is aready going 0000, teacher reflect us 1 hur. here come 0100. still haven finsih ok! OGL bring us to our slpping place. arund 0130 den ii slp,nxtz wake up @ 0500. everyone wake up very earli. cosz all lady nid the toilets!!!! hahax. amount my frendz ii was the last to wake up. LOLX.

2nd day nth much yya.
ii went out of the camp to doing smth abut my uniform cosz if ii dun do it by today ii dun think ii can wear it ntxz week. report bak to the camp @ 1700, when ii join my class they are planning fer the parents- miting performance. nxtz we head to the veune tt we have to perform to the parents.... AND THE CAMP END LIKE THIS. woo lala~~

so 可惜 tt frendz GRACE, SHAWN, SHRLI?? ii dunno how to spell her name, HAOYUAN, EDDIE JERMINE? did ii spell right?...ETC didn joy the fun.

last but not least: here we go~!
peel banana, peel peel banana,
chop banana, chop chop banana,
shake banana, shake shake banana,
fried banana, fried fried banana,
na~ goreang pisang.

PING-PONG BALL SONG. [go by jingle bell tune.]
ping pong ball, ping pong ball
hanging on the wall.
one big big, one small small
hanging on the wall. HEY!
ping pong ball, ping pong ball
hanging on the wall.
one big big, one small small
hanging on the wall.
BIG ONE 50 CENTS,SMALL ONE 20 CENTS,
IF EU WAN A BIG BIG ONES ALSO 50 CENTS.HEY!
ping pong ball, ping pong ball
hanging on the wall.
one big big, one small small
hanging on the wall. HEY!
ping pong ball, ping pong ball
hanging on the wall.
one big big, one small small
hanging on the wall.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 391) -

2010-04-26T23:46:00.003+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

3rd week of sching.
ii could onli say in sch is totally boring to the max! timetable is like shit. ii dun have anii time fer my driving lesson. unless ii push myself to go after sching. but is very tired! 8am-5pm! kao!

so far wht teacher teaching ii cann understand.
ex: BEV. emtpy all the way.

QAD jus sms mii today say she wuld be transfer to SIMEI ITE tml onward. tis bad girl arrhx throw mii one person @ CLEMENTI ITE, SHE ARRHX NOT GOOD NOT GOOD.!!!
no laa jus kidding onli. ii know she have her own reason to transfer to SIMEI ITE maybe cosz with mii she cannot stand put on her study cosz ii always disturb her in sch althought we are not in the same class??? lolx.

but anii way.
QAD: have to seen the distance of us getting far far && more far. where is my OCEAN FAMILY?? we once was the rocker in HFC. now.... eu are frendz tt ii will cherrish hopefully after eu transfer to SIMEI ITE eu won't ferget mii [spongebob] & patrick & squidward cosz human get busy they will tent to ferget those ppl arund them..... lolx. mayb some day we can go fer JUS ASIA AGAIN?? lolx. gd luck fer whteva ova there ok! dun jealous wif mii fer going to new sch in CCK. =p heard tt is bettda den SIMEI ITE x100! dun jealous ok ^^. && hopefully eu won't fly us kite aniimore lolx. cosz when ever ii sae to patrick abut outing the 1st thing he reply is "hahax. jet star."
so cya soon.. ^^

there alot of unhappy thing happen currently. ii cc fishmonger [self-fish] etc... very very very irriating this type of ppl! shall not say more cosz ii scare another volcano is going to burst soon!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 390) -

2010-04-21T20:17:00.004+08:00

안녕하세요 [ an-nyong-ha-se-yo] HELLO

OM!OM!OM!

spiderweb everywhere.

my 730days jus pass 11 days onli.

there is still a long path to walk. must not give up! fighting fighting!

sigh, wht ii always hate will repeat & repeat in my life.
trying my best to let go all those hurts in my heart but the scar is always there reminding mii those pain. how am ii going to let go if the scar is still there??? ok endure jessica.

RESPECT MY NAME! JESSICA GOH JIE EN

althought tt is not my real name but if a person ask eu STOP CALLING DEN PLS STOP CALLING!

ok! chilli baby.. breath in, breath out.

today the weather is so so so hot! our PE teacher make us suffer! the worst PE ii ever have && ii think tis will go on fer the next coming yrs, mths & weeks. ii miss sam father! ii miss him, ii miss his lesson =[[. LOLX.

shall stop here got ii must try to crack my mind fer a new reflection post

II MUST SAY THIS LOUD!
SHINEE II MISS UR PERFORMANCE! CANN;T WAIT FER THEIR NEW ALBUM.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 389) - 1st day of sch.

2010-04-14T19:23:00.005+08:00

watching DREAM TEAM [KBS WORLD] a korean channel.
totally COOL la! all the challenging game mak mii go WHAO!WHAO! && WHAO! totally shock!
BRAIN WAS CUTE INSIDE. hahax. it remind mii of chen han dian [the funny guy in kang xi lai le].

MINHO did all his task perfectly cosz he does't wan lose. 太好胜了. but people is like tis ^^
fer mii ii think ii won't be passing one of the challenge. DREAM TEAM TUMB UP. ROX!!!
x3 JUN HO & X3 BRAIN. ps: ii think if ii continue watch dream team ii think ii may fall in love wif min ho one day. lolx

3RD DAY OF SCH.
START LESSON LE. BUT DEN IS SO BORING! COSZ ALL LIKE II HAVE STUDY B4 IN NITEC. going to slp soon or later. tis is y ii dun wanna get in the course ADMIN! humplex!! how ii have to endure 2 more years.! 365+365 = 730days

my 730 days have pass 4 days onli! OH MY! OH MY! OH MY!!!
teacher wan us to create new blog fer reflection everyday is a part of our homework! is like wht the!!!! O.O

ok shall end here cosz ii wanna watch 百万小学堂。有飞轮海。
wahahahahahahaha~

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 388) - 1st day of sch.

2010-04-12T20:35:00.005+08:00

1st day of sch!

new classmates.. sian sian sian!
got in to business admin no more hope fer hospi.

1st day of sch is bonding & camp tour. totally bored to the max! feel like slpping. arrrggggg~~~ get my timetable. QAD de schedule is cool mostly all day start @ 1pm. mii.. not 8am den is 10am! wht the **** . how am ii going to work??? end lesson at 5 also.

trying my best to make some time fer job. cosz ii nid $$.

tml is the second day which start lesson @ 1pm. sososososososo hopefully is a fun lesson && hopefully ii won't get catch by teacher cosz of my hair.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 387) -

2010-04-02T00:04:00.004+08:00

WHT A APRIL FOOL DAY.
so did eu fool aniione arund eu??
ii did hahax. den willy ask mii how old am ii still fooling ppl @ april fool hahax. well not very old still young ^^.

so so so my schedule was totally FULL FULL && FULL!!
actually tml we shuld have our last korean lesson && nice dinner @ korean restaurant but bcosz tml ii'm working && ii cann't find anii replacement cosz we left 4 part-timer there if ii tell them to change my schedule ii confirm will get kill by HER. teacher is cute he told mii to give him my manager number he wanna act like my father && cancle my schedule. LOLX.

but at last we change it to this sat. hahax... smiling smilng.

- II'M LISTENING TO SHINEE NEW SONG NOW! -
LALALALALALALA~~~ FLY HIGH.

after lesson we walk to lao pa sa to eat. hahax. KOREAN FOOD AGAIN.
ii eat alot of korean food now a day arrhx! lolx. so do ii look like a korean now? joking aniiway

1 more week to sch... oh my! oh my!
recieve a letter frm ITE. happily open && the 1st word ii saw is congratz like a happy thought tt ii got in to the course. BUT ACTUALLY IS TO REMIND MII TO GO COLLECT MY AWARD MONEY! zZZZzzz. * still happy. extra $$ =))

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 386) -

2010-03-28T22:14:00.003+08:00

it's been a long time not posting any post.

2 week to mit new frendz and classmate. hmmmm. ii dun like. hopefully ii will get in the same class as some of my frendz =)) like tis ii dun nid go mak new frendz le.

nice drm ytd. lolx

II DIDN KNOW II WILL DRM BUT THEM AGAIN

THEM = NO OTHER THAN SHINEE.

well ii onli drm of JH & onew. where gone my KEY? ii dunno.

lolx. love drming abut them arrhx. 3rd time drming of them. &&& counting.

hmmmm.... off day all the way till thurs. ii'm like a happy can stay @ home do my own thing =)) well ii guess there nth fer mii to say aniimore. so shall end here ba.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 385) - like a happy. =))

2010-03-18T00:40:00.004+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~
SCREAMING LOUD!!!!

HE IS SO SEXY LA!. HE IS THE ONE II WAN. OPPS.

but my korean teacher always ferget his name. $^%^%&

&& ii have to change the name to tae min. =x

today working is tired. but wif KEY by my side * the foto behide my name tag/ those 4 foto on top.pls dun sae ii'm craziiz* tt is nth.
but almost all the customers ii serve today is my skin colourx2. lolx.
recieve a unknown number call today but ii didn't pick up =(( will tt be a cal frm ITE???

hmmmm... on my way to work mp4 play RING DING DONG.
on my way home mp4 play tt song tooo.. cann eu cc how much ii love them! BABY~~
SHINEE APA ROX!

okok... SNSD new song is out today wahahahahahahax. like a nice. cosz is SNSD song =p.
RUN DEVIL RUN.

saw a letter on my table. so ii open && cc.
receive [EDUSAVE AWARDS for Achievement, Good Leadership and Service] lalalalala~
LIKE A HAPPY.
but den sad part is~~ tis letter come too late if not ii cann hand up to teacher fer my appealing too. so so so sadded. ii'm still waiting fer my chance now. waiting waiting waiting. ~

JESSICA FIGHTING!

ii miss~ ii miss~ ii miss~ =))

ii love ~ ii love~ ii love~ =))

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 384) - SHINEE APA

2010-03-14T01:01:00.006+08:00

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~ II'M SO HAPPY TODAY!!!
YES!YES!YES! II SAW SHINEE! MY BOIIS!

went to cut hair this morning. stay in the salon arund 1 hur plus.. zzzzZZ. dunno y it tak so long && ii was late fer everything. actually ii have to rch vivo @ 2pm but den it become 2.45pm.

very uncomfortable wif my shoe cosz is too tight it mak mii walk like a lame person.
so bo bian de ii have to spend money to buy new shoe.. zzZZZZ #^&^&^$$%*.

rush dwn to mit cousin, have our lunch @ JUST ASIA...
HAHAX. YEAH IS JUST ASIA AGAIN.
have the same thing. but ii didn have much today ii shuld eat more ICE-CREAM!!!!

so after eating we head to the veune.
there is some warm up performance too. ii was asking cousin y sugi is not there performing. the nxt min ii say finish sugianto come up to the stage and perform... hahax. happy to the max baby!

hahax. the concert start at arund 730pm . is like A WHAO! FINALLY SHINEE IS LIKE SO NEAR TO MII! SO SATISFY LA! look manii foto wif SLR cam which cousin lend frm sch. DUMP IPOD TO ONE SIDE AIM FER TT CAM. hahax... totally cool laa!

&& the concert start. SCREAM WHEN XIAOGUI COME OUT,
but wht everyone waiting fer is shinee onli. can eu imagine the whole area abut 90% is waiting fer shinee performance not kidding. they was the 2nd last to perform as wht ii conjecture. hard disk have pass to my cousin to load those TONS OF FOTO INSIDE. hahax. hehex...

they sing 3 song today. [REPLAYX3, JOJOX3 && MOST OF ALL RING DING DONG X3X3X3]
HAHAX. cousin was taking foto and my cam is fer video. hahax. will update those thing when my desktop is done. cosz my lappy cann't put memory card reader =[[. ii also dunno when my desktop is coming bak. sigh....

so after they sing finish everyone left the place to the carpark and standby.
but mii and cousin still there watching all the preformance. we maybe crazy but den we are not realii crazy.

the concert end arund 1130pm.

but most of all ii enjoy today concert.
so we was dwn to the carpark [*on our way out of the place] we saw alot of FANS waiting fer their idol to come out. everyone was screaming fer nth. so mii and cousin super playful we was scream SHINEE APA! SHINEE APA! everyone scream && run there... =,=" ermmmmm... so ZzzzzZZZ.
AND II FINALLY SAW THEM.

sadly ii won't be going to their showcase tml cosz have to pay $35 fer their album to get the pass && to mii is not worth it.
- 6 songs
- the album quatily notvery good.
so give up on tt. ii also dun wan to go squeeze wif those craziiz ppl.

hahax... ii'm HAPPY TO THE MAX LA. FORGOTTEN THOSE UNHAPPY THING LE.
AAAAAA...SHINEE APA. =']

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 383) -

2010-03-11T23:31:00.007+08:00

我真的好累！

jus come bak frm korean class.. thinking abut alot of thing in th bus. telling my parents wht happen now a day && finally ii tears and it feel better. although is still bored but is much better. SMILE BABY!!

ii guess all ii nid now is a gd rest!

jus wanna stay at home dun wanna go anii where,
lie on my bed looking @ my celling, hugging tt toopidx dog, hide inside my blanket.

sigh............

&& ii miss mami cook =x.

breath in, breath out! cool dwn! cool dwn!
some ppl worth hlping some ppl dun. so even if ii continue work ii also dun care dun care liao. wht fer ii do so much and get tt frm eu? the more ii think abut it the more angry and disappointed wif eu. ii wont throw it oway but to kip it to myself where ever ii go.

COME ON! COME ON! THINK ABUT SOMETHING NICE!

SHINEE IS COMING!!! WEEEEEEE~

SAT!SAT!SAT!

ILOVEHIMX3X3X3

ILOVEHINX3X3X3

KEY!KEY!KEY!KEY!KEY!

&& ONEW!ONEW!ONEW!ONEW!

&& TAEMIN!TAEMIN!TAEMIN!

&& JONGHYUN!JONGHYUN!JONGHYUN!

&& XIAOGUI!XIAOGUI!XIAOGUI! =D

HAPPY TO THE MAX!

so swee laa... well there will oways b a way out! so dun think so much now! everything will be fine baby. JIA YOU! JESSICA FIGHTING!!

SNSD those pretty sister.... WHO MAK ALOT OF GUY GO CRAZY.

CL my SEXY LADY!

dun say ii onli know how to cc ta bo! ii also cc cha bo de ok!!!!!! humplex! =x

y 2NE1 and SNSD is not coming?????????

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 382) -

2010-03-08T16:51:00.007+08:00

WHT SHALL II DO?

ii very confuse now! headach! just now ii recieve a call frm sch telling mii that my appeal fer hospility is not sucessful, asking mii cann ii stay at admin?

ARRRRGGGGGGGG~

y! y! y! ii really fight very hard fer my course! but y everytime ii'm not so lucky? ii dun ask fer more.. ii jus wan the course ii wan.. or perhap god is telling mii that course is not suitable fer mii?? BUT II DUN LIKE OFFICE WORK!!!!!!! II HATE OFFICE WORK!

wht am ii going to do? how am ii going to do?

dwn in a mood dunno. dun wish to say aniithing more.

who can hlp mii now???

do ii still have this chance to get in to the course?

wht if ii really cannot go in to the course?

how am ii going to get this job?

ii dun have anii O lvl.

which hotel will wan to hire mii?

FEEL LIKE CRYING OUT LOUD!

IT SEEM LIKE MY GOAL IS LEAVING MII FAR AND DISAPPREAR IN THE ASH.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 381) -

2010-02-27T19:34:00.004+08:00

어머니 & 아버지 is still not home yet. ii guess they will rch at arund 8 plus going 9.

so during tis 3 days 2 night ii was like taking care of the house and brothers.

on thurs[25/2] which is the day they are leaving fer holiday ii woke up damn earli to say goodbye to them den ii cann't fall alsp le. so ii jus slowly prepare my thing to work.

super tired and feel like slpping when working. no mood. after working went fer lesson. cousin brother send mii home. thanks lotzz. WONDERING WHEN IS MY TURN TO DRIVE? hopefully ii will pass the nxtz FTT!

slp @ papi and mami bed. lolx. so big bed ii was like turning here and there so comfortable.

friday [26/2] ii didn go anii where jus stay @ home and do come huse work like cleaning and mopping. ii onli can say how aday the weather is so HOT! EVEN II'M @ HOME II'M STILL SWEATING. when in to the bath rm dunno how mani time..

at night cousin come to my huse. hahax. ii open air con and slp tgh. so shiok! lolx. air con open until 11 plus but ii slp until 12 plus. && most of all II DRM OF

KEY! KEY! KEY! x3

2nd time drm abut him... ^^ 那场梦好真实的感觉！den ii wak up and ferget everything... but still happy wif the drm. he is handsome!

[27/2] TOTALLY VERY BORING @ HOME! after ii wake up we went out to have of lunch @ beauty world wahahahahahax. we went to korean restaurant to eat. totally happy wif it althought is alittle bit expensive but ii think it still worth it! II LOVE THE RICE CAKE MUCHIE!

after lunch head to the korean mama shop near my huse. hahax found alot of special thing... bought one instant pasta home. wonder does it taste nice?? hahax. hopefully cousin and xiaodi enjoy...

so after tt we go home, actually ii plan to go out de. but the weather was too hot tt ii laziiz to go out. sigh! and was rotting @ home. cousin also. feel so sorry to her cause ii ask her to my huse to overnight end up is like rotting at my huse. zzzzzz.z

anyway papi and mami is on their way home so so SO TML II CAN GO OUT LE! HAHAX.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 380) -

2010-02-22T23:17:00.003+08:00

2NE1! MY LOVE. X3

ok dun sae ii onli know how to see boiis! HELLOX! II DO CC GIRL TOOOO!!! CL ROX BABY!

OH MY ii think tt key is gonna eat up by tt cow soon! .....~

woooooo~ got my new phone. LG crystal. which is [GD900]? ii jus pay $28 fer tt onli super happy de. ii save $100!!! weeeeee.... super cool la this phone. ex: it camera. is still like shit.

my younger brother asked mii y ii like LG so much. lolx. ii hve 3 LG handphone and my lappy is also LG =.=". zzzzzz. hard to answer this question. 1stly tis lappy is not the type ii like ii buy is bcosz it free mii MS office [3 user] which ii nid it badly fer homework or project work.

as fer handphone is bcosz it made rm KOREAN! lolx... wahahahahahahahax.

ok... totally love tis phone much. although ii still dunno how to use...

today went to catch movie wif my bloved gang members.

b4 tt mii and squidward went fer our FTT. he pass and ii fail. cosz ii got a few unconfident question. as squid question is easy...ZZZZ. ii hate those com. so ii went to re-book the test and ii was post to MAY! MAY! MAY! II WANNA BANG WALL LE! COSZ TT TIME SCH REOPEN LE! HOW???? T.T CRY NOW!

but ii won't give up... god bless mii! T.T ii dun wanna fail again.

after tt toopidx test went to mit QAD @ vivo to watch hua tian xi shi 2010. not bad la cosz over all we are laughing all long. so after the movie we was like sitting dwn and chit chatting && squidward is slpping! lolx. cosz he will be working night shift after tt.

WHT A WONDERFUL DAY WILL MY QAD AND SQUIDWARD! IS LIKE SO LONG NEVER GO OUT WIF THEM LE SO IS TT PATRICK! GONNA PULL HIM OUT ONE DAY! LOLX. II MISS THOSE DAYS WHENN WE USE TO HANG OUT AND GOSSIP. LOLX. SHHHHHH...

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 379) - ... speechless.

2010-02-18T00:19:00.005+08:00

GOH M** L***

feel so dwn when other call my real name.

cosz ii dun like my real name! II REALLY REALLY REALLY DUN LIKE MY REAL NAME!
if ii cann change the name ii confirm will agree without thinking. ii know this may b bad cosz tis is a given name fer my parents... but this is also a scar given by others ppl.

some other may not know wht is the bak of the story cosz ii dun wish to repeat and repeat it again and again, reminding mii again and again.

tt person have die in this world jus let it be. stop calling & calling is irriating!

ii try my best to ferget everything. ii try my best to accp those ppl who did all those thing to mii in the pass. ii try my best to go out wif them but it seem there still no improvement. sometime ii'm wondering y everytime is mii? y the person is mii? do ii reali look so ugly or irriating? and thur this thing they let mii know one thing. eu have to be pretti den eu will be like by the class. if eu are not pretti den F off.

everytime ppl call my real name ii will oways feel those pain feel like crying. ii reali dun wish tis thing happen to mii... IT MAKE MII HATE MYSELF! will they feel sorry wht they have done to mii? a perfect scar tt won't clear it FEREVER!.

after she is annouce death frm mii she have change to a different person. a person without a soul... when she try to stand up again and start frm the beinning agian she name herself another name another person, trying to mak herself look more pretti hoping everything will be fine. but ppl still like to call her the name. by calling the name is the same as putting salt on the scar do eu know how painful is this???

SO WHEN II SAY STOP CALLING MY REAL NAME. DO STOP. IS NOT FUN.

every year ii must face those thing. teacher marking student attentence, nurse calling mii to go in and cc doctor.... whenn cann ii change my name??? y when ever ii wanna ask parent to change my name ii was oways been reject? II REALLI REALLI REALLI WANNA CHANGE MY NAME.

a post ii post during those hurtful yr. [ tis is in other blog]. ii change my blog when ii was "reborn"

" Thursday, April 6th, 2006

do anione know of han sue cao?

han sue cao is a kind of grass which it will protect itslef no matter wht

i’m just a normal gal (han sue cao gal who only wan to protect herslef) who no one understand mi so is my parent….they always say they undertsand mi but actually is nope….in class i will always kanna bully by frendz when ever i got bully i will never let my parent know cause when i tell them the first thing they will say is i wrong..got wht different if i don say anithing and keep my mouth shut?

my parent will just say pretent they are a wall….well i really don understand where my parent don understand their own children than wht for to have a children at home? foolish man! well i also don hate my parent i just got alot of quesion mark at my head!

why classmate keep making mi, i didn even do anithing to them!

(i hate tt, i will make mi more n more hating school)

why i’m in this world?

(i should be at somewhere else)

why can’t i be a gal who no one care about/love?

( like this i will feel more better)

why when ever i got bully i only know how to smile?

(i’m tired liao…one day i’m going to lost my smile)

why when ever i got bully i will alway cry at night when i’m going to turn off?

(can’t i cry at the morning/afternoon/evening? but night? )

why i always wan those ppl around mi to be happy plus those who bully mi?

(if they bully mi were make them happy i don mind)

why can’t anione understand mi?
(feel so lonely at everywhere)

this year is special i don wish to go to school! i don wish to see my frendz ! i don wish to see my classmate!

last year in school guess every gal wish this tme will pass slowly cause they will miss each other alot but i don wish to i just wish everyone can forget about mi, i’m dead DEAD…who de xin shi le xin tao ting le…..in the whole world there no more this gal call jessica goh mei lian!ta zai jin tian e shi le! she is dead today at 6.38 pm6/4/2006...."

SHE IS NOW KNOWN AS JESSICA GOH JIE EN.

PLS RESPECT HER NAME.

&& II BELIEVE SHE WILL SHINE LIKE A STAR ONE DAY!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 378) - happy chinese new yr

2010-02-16T16:19:00.005+08:00

IT BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE THE LAST TIME II BLOG.

1ST OF ALL!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!!!!! WOOO!! ANG BAO! ANG BAO!

actually to mii CNY there nth different is jus a extra PH fer mii lolx. wooooo... extra cool staying at home fer 3 days... well ytd ii did went to work la. lolx. cosz of tt 1.5

1st day of CNY did nth much.
wake up earli in the morning to go to bright hill to visit AH GONG & AH MA. after tt we head to visit MAMI SIDE DE AH GONG. &&& end of it. head home slp. at night we went to marina bay to walk arund. nothing much de neiix.. all china thing. not korean.. not intresting.

so is a gd time to go spot check the seat ii booked! so run all the way up && IS FAR =.=" well well well .. during national day the red seats is fer VIP. so ii jus pretent tt on tt day ii'm a VIP too laa.. lolx. JUS CANN'T WAIT LAA! II WAN CC THEM DANCING RDD! REPLAY.

hehex.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 377) - 안녕하세요

2010-02-05T19:00:00.006+08:00

so love this style! love this foto alot ii also dunno y.

hope he won't change his style!

all of a sudden ii love him alot.

whenn ii 1st known SHINee ii like ontae & JH was the last.

but it seem like now is onkey on the top of the list & MH was the last..

안녕하세요

finally ii'm like off work today.. but my schedule never stop.
pull myself up frm bed fer my FTP & FTE.
how ii wish ii cann continue my beauty slp.

craziiz working fer this few days.
tue [12-11]
wed [9-11]
thur [9-6]
whoa! big clap fer JESSICA! wooooo!
while working ITE ppl call mii to go dwn to interview fer hospitality course. is like a happy, weeeeee.. ii have been waiting fer so long le YES! a high chance ii cann get in. ^^. 24 feb 1.40pm @ b2/204

so thurs after work went dwn to tanjong to mit cousin fer my 1st korean class! ii was excited && happy abut it. ii was wondering how wuld my frendz or new classmate will be like. will there be anii handsome??? lolx.

although my working hur is long fer those few days but ii'm still the playful JESSICA. fooling arund whenn ii saw my reflection. dancin dancin and dancin. abi craziiz after those days of working lolx. so our teacher was late, got my "textbook" fliping thur. but ii 1 word also dun understand cosz is all in korean. whao!

class start wif 1st lesson. alphbet pronounce. ** did ii spell right???**
well their word is some how like hanyupingyin but ours is much complicated.
trying my best to tak notes dwn but ii seem to be slow cosz their word mak mii so complicated... like ii'm drawing alot of thing. by the time is my turn ii stun fergot wht teacher have say jus now. zzzzzZZZZ. hahax. funny thing is when ii say all those word out is wif tune. jus like hanyupingying have 4 sound. but korean is onli 1 tune. +_________+
is a little bit hard fer mii to say out in a flat tone. and the way ii say is like speaking japanese!. did ii when to the wrong class?? x.x

anyway,
my teacher love to say this word : "ANY HOW".
hmmmm... cute arrhx. jus cann't wait fer muii nxtz lesson. trying to rmb all the vowel and consonants so tt next time ii cann jus write out without looking at the paper. *act smart onli*. jus now ii when to search frm the youtube they say tt consonants is [son-sound] & vowel is [mother-sound].. whao! blur!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 376) - heartach.

2010-02-03T00:14:00.008+08:00

work 11 hur fer today[yesterday].

working but my heart is stolen away.. ask mii whose the thief SHINee!

heartach whenn ii didn stand a chance to cc them.

so @ somewhere ii cc them.. which is in my drm.

drm of them ytd... wht a sweet drm.

but its onli a drm...

"OK COUSIN. KNOW EU WILL READ MY BLOG TODAY AS THE TIME IS 0017 HURS. LOLX. THIS IS NOT THE POST II ASK EU TO READ. PREVIOUS DE OK =]"

bak to my main...

while having my lunch cousin call mii and ask mii weather ii wanna go cc them ma. ii wanted but den working is more importent cosz ii nid money! chasing after onli spend muii money so ii have to bear my heartach continue work. totally dwn in a mood today didn talk much. doing alot of SOTONG THING. TOTALLY BLUR LIKE A SOTONG TODAY. ppl talking ii catch no ball. th alot of question mark on my head. FULL HEAD ONLI ONEW AND KEY FACE!

but lucky thing is outlet blackout 4 times in a day! it broke my record! tt time is 2 times in a day. LOLX. normally ii was fooling arund whenn blackout but this time ii was like quiet. standing nxtz to the other staff and talk. looking @ the customers.

DUN REALI KNOW WHT HAPPEN TO MII TODAY.

LOST MY KEY RING TODAY! KNS! HAVE TO PURCHASE 1 AGAIN. ii knew ii will lost this ring one day but ii didn know ii lost it so fast not even a week! wht the hell! HELLOX SOTONG! II THINK EU HAVE TO TIE EVERYTHING ON UR BODY SOON SO TT EU WON'T LOSE ANIITHING.

tml still working morning shift.

hopefully ii will get bak all my mood.

IIJUSTCANNTSTOPMYSELFFERTHINKINGABOUTYOU.

EUHAVESTANDINMYWHOLEHEARTANDTOOKAWAYMYSOUL.

ONKEYTAEMYLOVE.X3X3X3

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 375) - II SUPER DISAPPOINTED.

2010-01-31T22:26:00.016+08:00

1STLY II WAN SAY II'M SUPER SAD NOW! COSZ II DIDN CC MY 4 BOYS TODAY! && II SAW LEE MINHO %$^%^$&. =P
** ii saw my boys hair or head onli!

story go like this....

mii and cousin wake up super earli && head dwn to lot1 by taxi. when we rch there the queue is damn long le. so jus try our luck cc are we the 998 or 999? but the more ii ask the more dissapointed ii am. SAW ALOT OF XIAO MEI MEI LIKE PRIMARY 4 OR 5 PPL TOO... WAS WONDERING THEIR PARENT ALLOW ARRHX? DADDY COME CHASING IDOLS WIF DAUGHTER TOO. the world change alot!~

b4 tt our frendz who is hlping us queue did sms us && tell us there is some sort of wuru wuru ppl kapo nth much to do sit until bakside pain && start passing paper to the bak asking those ppl to write dwn the name and den dun allow us to cut in to the queue.

FINE! II KNOW CUTTING QUEUE IS UNFAIR! BUT ISN'T IT UNFAIR TO US ALSO???? EU GUYS CAME AT SAT 10PM && OVERNIGHT!!! THOUGH THE WEBSITE SAY NO OVERNIGHT??? CANN'T EU UNDERSTAND ENGLISH????? WHEN II ASK EU GUY SAY THE WEBSITE NEVER SAY NO OVERNIGHT! CANNOT TRUST THOSE WEBSITE! EVEN THEY SAY ALSO MEAN NO OVERNIGHT IN THE MALL NOT OUTSIDE THE MALL?
OIE! HELLLOX PLS LAA.. DO EVERYONE OVER THERE LOOK LIKE A 3 YRS OLD KID TO EU? TOOT EU LA OK! EVERYONE ALSO KNOW CANNOT OVERNIGHT IN THE MALL LAA! WHO WILL BE THE DUMB ASS TO OVERNIGHT IN THE MALL? KNS! PUT OURSELVE IN UR SHOE! DEN DID EU PUT YOUSELF IN OURSLEVE SHOE IN THE 1ST PLACE!

SAYING ALL THOSE RUBBISH REASON JUS TO HLP TO COVER URSELF????
TO THOSE PPL START QUEUING AT SAT 10PM! EU ARE SORRY TO EVERYONE @ THE BAK!

so fine after waiting fer a few hur we think tt is hopeless so we head to their hotel to stalk them! 1st time to be a stalker... lolx. running in and out of the bakdoor and lobby door. like a fun arrhx but actually is not fun! the waether is HOT!

so we like waited until 1pm

FINALLY THEY COME OUT FRM THE BAK DOOR! BUT THEIR SPEED IS LIKE F1. ZOOM ZOOM ALL INTO THE CAR II ONLI MANAGE TO CC LEE MINHO!

so craziiz fans alot!~
when the car is gonna move everyone was banging the glass hoping to cc them...

when the car move everyone chase after the car and run...

&& still got ppl book the whole taxi to chase after them zzzzZZZZ... so craziiz!

II'M LUCK TT II'M NOT THE CRAZIIZ FANS. HEAD HOME AFTER THE CHASING COSZ TOO TIRED. so when ii rch home the 1st thing to do is change AND SLP! the moment ii wake ii was so sadd cosz ii did gert a chance to see them. =[[

MY MIND IS FULL OF ONKEY FACE.

~~~~~~~~~~\'O'/~~~~~~~~~~

BEFORE II END THIS POST 2 THIN TO SHARE!

[THIS EVENT TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED & UNFAIR TO ALOT OF FANS WHO WANNA GET IN TO CC THEM & SUPPORT THEM. ]

POST BY ONE OF THE FANS: This is so fucking unfair . Why only 1000 ppl who gets their album can see them on stage ? The organizer is so disorganise , i don't even know where the queue starts & where it ends ! They say no staying overnight but some of them stayed & got the lot no. What is this ? I would have stayed overnight too if i know that ...this happened . Some people even cut queue ! There's still so much spaces at the roof garden but those assholes don't let us in . When i ask them why they don't let us in when there's still spaces ;THEY CAN't GIVE ME THE REASON (: So what the fuck is this , so many girls cried because they just wanna have a look at their idols ;SHINee . This is such a rare opportunity where SHINee fly all the way from korea to sg . When are we going to see them live again.. ? ):

POSY BY ONE OF THE FANS:

HOPEFULLY NEXT THEM THEY COME THEY WON'T DISAPPOINT US AGAIN.
HEARD TT THEY DIDN EVEN FINSIH SIGN ALL 1000 ALBUM AND THEY JUS LEAVE?
THEY SIGN UNTIL 800++? WHT ABOUT THOSE 8++ AND 9++ PPL?
SO HOW ABUT THE OTHERS???? THEY BOUGHT THE ABLUM @ 60 BUCK [6SONGS, 1 POSTER, 1 SIGNTURE & 1 SCRAPBOOK]?
PRAY HARD IT WILL BE A SMOOTH EVENT NEXT TIME LIKE FT.ISLAND.

BUT II'M NOT A FANS OF FT.ISLAND.
100% SHINEE FANS..

IS JUS TT II DIDN CC ANII COMPLAIN OR SAYING IS UNFAIR TO THEM.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 374) - counting dwn to 14hur 30 min.

2010-01-30T23:01:00.003+08:00

anii other 14 hur and 30 min to cc them. [at this moment]
ii jus can't wait baby!!! ii like always cc them on my lapotop [wallpaper/video && picture]
&& tml they are gonna move and smile in front of mii ^^. AAAAAAAAHHHHH!!

stayin over night @ cousin huse today cosz scare tml ii will late fer the queue. we plan w wake up @ 5pm. totally madness! THIS IS THE 1ST IDOL II WAKE UP SO EARLI FER THEM TO QUEUE!

jus now when to bishan to shop around the barang barang. hmmmm.. nth much to walk. take uncle lorry bak to his huse. 1st time sit @ the bak of the lorry.. the view was total different.
-1ST TIME II'M SCARE
-1ST TIME II'M SO CLOSE TO A CAR [WITHOUT MIRROR IN FRONT OF MII]
-1ST TIME II'M HAVING NATURAL AIR BUT NOT AIR-CON.
-1ST TIME II FOUND OUT TT THERE IS ALOT OF CARS MOVING UP AND DWN, LEF AND RIGHT.. COSZ II'M SITTING BAKWARD.
-1ST TIME II CANN CC THE MOON SHINE SO BRIGHT.
wwoooooo lot how 1st time...

MADNESS FANS! heard tt there is arnd 100 plus fans sstart queue le. hopefully mii and cousin is two of the 1000 fans.

HEART PUMPING! FACE GONNA GO RED~ ! && II THINKING OF THEM RIGHT NOW! YES RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT NOW! THIS MOMENT! jus cann't wait to cc them tml. hope it won't dissapoint mii.

NIGHT FRENDZ.
X3 NIGHT MY SEXY BOY[key], MY SMILING PRINCE[onew], MY PRETTY BOY[taemin] &&& MY BLING PRINCE[jonghyun].. last but not lease night minho. =]]

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 373) - untitled.

2010-01-26T19:27:00.003+08:00

it's been a long time ii never update my blog.
COUNTING DWN 5 DAYS MORE!

wooooo baby ii juS cann't wait to cc them.

jus read cousin blog and she say she have 90% will get JONGHYUN so ii may have 90% to get KEY.

ytd ii search some job @ resort world.

there is one job seem fun. [ crew @ uni studio]

hahax... they say if we know how to speak japan or korean there will be more higher chance. so ii have decided to learn KOREAN! lolx.. cosz of MY LAOGONG[S]

working wif QAD ytd, today and tml.

when clubbing few day ago. kind of fun cosz of the bass and eveything! BUT WAS WONDERING Y THERE IS NO KOREAN SONG??? ii listen to korean most of the time now.

there is much thing fer mii to learn now.

- KOREAN LANG.

- DRIVING.

- DANCING.

but slowly slowly cosz ii dun have much money now.

ii'm so excited now fer 31 JAN. ohmy! ONKEY!

[ii like to pose this pose too! how can he copy mii??? lolx.]

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 372) - untitled.

2010-01-18T18:56:00.006+08:00

www.blingk-ey.blogspot.com

ii'm like a PIG YTD.. slpping the whole day long.. yet ii still feel tired right now.

lucky tml ii'm working afternoon shift so dun nid to wake up so earli. can slp longer abit.

everyday advertise my blogshop in other ppl blog. but yet it seem like no sales =[. sibei sadded. and ii found out tt other ppl blogshop selling is much more interesting *hand start to itch*

the 3 application like no use sia. no one call mii bak =:::[[.

COME' ON GET MII SOME NEW JOB!

1 MORE WEEK TO THE DAY! WEEEEEE~ start thinking of my nxtz week schedule le.. not ii kiasu but ii scare ii ferget ii got date to the airport. so ii give my schedule earli. ii think the manager will be surpise to cc my schedule lolx. finally he dun nid to ask frm mii \^o^/'..

ii'm like waiting fer cousin to on9 now.. cosz got thing to discuss wif her.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 371) - Job searching.

2010-01-14T23:55:00.004+08:00

tml working morning shift again... doing all those boring thing sigh..

mit QAD @ clementi ITE to eat my favourite HOUSE OF MEE. lolx! is toopidx ok jus to go in && eat. the auntie still rmb mii eeeeee....*bling bling* happy. lolx! sadded thing is they won't be moving to CCK ITE! ii will miss their fshball noodle. ii onli eat their fishball noodle noramlly outside ii won't eat de.. cc how special are them.

today when to job search wif QAD & squid. fill up 3 application form hopefully there will be ppl calling... after tt suqid went to work. actually QAD wanna folo && ask mii along but bcosz of the toopidx MRT and bus fare ii rejected. so zerk arg wors. so sorry..

so we decied to got o suntec to walk about. trying to find some job too.. lolx. but there nth ova there leiix.. went to look fer ah wei also. hahax. laughing non-stop. stay @ suntec pastamania fer sometime cosz we was so zhi lian. taking tons of foto in QAD handphone, she will be uploading soon ^^.

after tt around 7.30pm we leave pastamania and head to the wishes well. 소원을 말해봐.

well waiting fer our turn to enter ii look up to the sky. and all ii cc is KEY!KEY!KEY! && KEY! his smiling face. lolx now can eu cc how totally madness am ii? II'M SO IN LOVE WIF HIS LOOK/STYLE RIGHT NOW.

we head to city hall after tt cosz ii have to top up my e-link. we went to the toilet and zhi lian agian. hahax. ii guess add tgh we got arund heading 200 foto ba... hahax. so zhi lian norx. && QAD guai mii fer so zhi lian =.=" zzzZ. OK..

went to ESP to take bus, while walking to the bus top ii cc 3 big adver poster abut the korean darma concert and ii cc SHINee foto! NOT HAPPY BUT FEELING IRRATAING! cosz like tt ppl will neo SHINee is coming to singapore. humplex. so sorry tt ii'm A FISHMONGER! SELLING FISH @ THE MARKET. lolx. cosz if alot of ppl neo den they will like go to the airport and fetch them. ii oways cann't win those craziiz fans!!!!

1.MY SEXY BOY [KEY, KIM KI BUM]

2.MY SMILING PRINCE [ONEW. LEE JIN KI]

3.MY PRETTY BOY [TAEMIN]

4.BLING-ER [JONGHYUN]

SO LESS PPL GO THE MORE CLEAR II CANN CC!

SHINee BABYS here AH KU come.

head home after tt. & RCH HOME

*II'M GETTING A IPOD TOUCH SOON!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 370) - random post

2010-01-12T22:06:00.003+08:00

ii'm super random..

nth to do now... ii feel so bored now aday. nth to do at home. sigh... perhap. thurs shall jio my frendz out to catch a movie. it been a long time ii never enter tt cinema. there a few movie ii didn watch le cosz frendz busy working.. cousin study. sigh.. so lonely... hehex

eveyrday ii'm like saving SHINee foto.. bluetooth into my phone.
everyday uploading new foto and everyday deleting foto =.=" like nth bettda to do.

ii'm so in love with those 4 guys.. today ii serve a customer who like SHINee too.! but she like DINOSAUR. RAWR....~

learning some basic korean now...

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 368) - A TREAT TO NEW YORK

2010-01-10T11:32:00.006+08:00

I LOVE X3 MY FAMILY!난 내 가족을 사랑하는

ytd mii and xiaodi treat the whole family NEW YORK. while it sure cost us a BOMB! but we think is worth it laa. lolx. kind of shock whenn we see the bill lolx.

- double chocolate smootie [tumb up]

- root beer float x3

- spag tomato wif half chicken

- chicken mushroom mozzarela [tumb up]

- 1/2 rotisserie chicken

- penne tomato seafood [tumb up] i'm sure is much much much bettda den pastamania!

- Fish & Chip.

eveything cost us $130. Oo [BOMB!] pocket one big hole now.

so walk abut @ junrong point b4 going to have our ice-cream.. but den at the bak we also didngo eat cosz it cls le =::::[[

head home && YES II DID CHANGE MY BLOGSKINS! WAHAHAHAHAHA~

it took mii 2 hur to finish tis skins. cosz ii must edit the foto and everything. the problem ii'm having now is ii dunno how to change the icon. must ask cousin. lolx. slp @ arund 3 like tt...

while editing blogskins ii also w8ing fer someone to call!

she say she will call end up she break her promise again =:::[ ii duno believe her again! she break my soft heart!... cann eu heard the sound??? EU CHANGE LIAO! EU CHANGE LIAO!

wan ~~star dun wan ur qingaide le liao!~~

OH NO! MY HUSE LACK OF CHOCOLATE! SOB SOB! II CANN'T LIVE W/O CHOCOLATE! GONNA TOP UP SOME LATTDA!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 367) - busy girl

2010-01-09T14:20:00.005+08:00

ii was like waiting fer someone to call mii ytd nitex until ii fall aslp!

TT TIME FERGET TO CALL HER SHE POST ON HER BLOG COMPLAIN ABUT MII! NOW IS MY TURN LOLX.

papi and mami is not bak yet =[[..

so have to stay @ home and wait fer them to come bak.. i'm listening to KEY AND IU SONG NOW!!!!!! the song title shuld b love letter... sibei nice arrhx not bcosz got KEY! cosz tt girl voice is sweetz... she is beautiful too... hehex...

II'M GOING TO CC MY BOYS SOON... x3 x3 x3

today slp until 1.30pm den wake up feel so xin fu cosz TODAY NO WORKING! gee~

most good thing is ii drm of my KEY! lolx. wht a sweet drm~~~ ='] SHY~~

hahax...

lattda going to treat mami and papi some good food. cosz nxtz wed is papi bdae earli celebrate ^^. hope today will be the wonderful day ba hehex.

wanted to change my blogskin fer long but still not change yet. cosz ii have no time to change... hopefully eu cann cc my new blogskin by today or tml ba.... hehex.. smiling~~

there is some foto ii haven't upload in fb... if eu want mii to list dwn the thing ii wanna do ii bet there shuld b alot.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 366) - untitled

2010-01-07T21:38:00.004+08:00

I MISS MY BOYS BADLY.

WOOOO BABY FEW MORE WEEK T AIRPORT TO CC MY BOYS.!!
jus have my dinner 3 slices of 12" pizza frm piza hut.

hehex... damn full now, ii'm feeling slppy now. zzZZZ JUS LIKE A PIG.

tml going out wif bro to look fer his new sch bag =D.

on sat mii and my xiaodi is going to treat papi dinner cosz his bdae is coming ^^.

working tml.. wooo totally very sian, but lucky laoren is working if not ii will be very diam tml.

today working not reali busy. still got free time to hat and move about. start planning some activies fer HFC staffs. cosz it seem like we dun have tis kind of outing fer long le =DD.

&& we set it @ 12 Jan.. which is nxtz tue. ii jus cann't wait lolx. will be working in the morning. den thurs heading to suntec/marina to interview fer job. trying to get 2 jobs cosz ii do nid $$ now.

monday is the day ii apply fer my higher nitec hopfully ii cann enter the course ii wan ba. hehex.

II FEEL LIKE VOMITING NOW.!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 365) - HAPPY NEW YR

2009-12-31T22:52:00.005+08:00

bak home to blog baby! another 1 more hur to 2010~!

I DUN LIKE! SI BEI DUN LIKE!!!

bak to the morning. wake up damn earli and pulling myself up frm bed as ii'm falling in love with my bed whenn ii'm slpping! lolx. try to do thing as fast as ii could den hlp out manager to pack the delivery things... is not as easy as ii think ok!

ytd staff didn reali prepare fer the war so ii must do everything by today lorx.
the most angry thing is tt tooting manager of mine say ii doing thing slow.... hellox! janice and lei qing never say ii slow b4 norx! i like working wif them heading 2 yr! eu onli 2 days eu say ii sloe toot eu de laa... dunno is who doing thing slow lorx... slowly this and that, still ask mii to hlp eu do this and that by the tim ii kip hlping eu ii dun need to do my thing liao la. EU JUS PAY MII $4.75 FER 1 HUR YET EU AN MII DOSO MANI THING EVEN MANAGER THING ALSO WA MII TO DO Y NOT EU PROMOTE MII TO MANAGER? F***.

den today got one toopidx customer also. tio complain. hellox ii did say he order 3x to them ok! den yet he giving a tooting comment : ask ur staff to be more attentive! HELLOX! WHO SHULD BE MORE ATTENTIVE BUT NOT TALKING TO FRENDZ WHILE II REPEAT ORDERS!

knock off @ 3. waited fer QAD to come. actually is like wantedto go count dwn but den ii think of taxi fare and the crowd ii sian1/2 den ii jus skip... so we head to west mall hope cann get myself some present while the 2009 ends. PERICEING! end up the charge @ yellow is super ex! sian hope can get on monday!

everyone of earth is celebrating new year now. taiwan @ 101. everywere concert.

WONDERING WHT WILL MY SHINEE PREFORM FER TODAY? HOW II WISH II'M @KOREAN NOW. OR II'M A KOREAN GIRL. TOTALLY SWEE MAK MAK LORX! II WANNA JOIN THE FUN IN THOSE CONCERT WIF 2NE1, SHINEE, SNSD..ETC. II HAVE MISSED ALOT OF THINGS LE..

TT 5 GUYS NO 4 GUYS IS DRIVING MII CRAZY!

KEY, TAEMIN, ONEW, JONGHYUN

TOTALLY IN LOVE WIF THEM LE...

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 364) merry christmas!

2009-12-25T21:48:00.004+08:00

ITS KEY & JESSICA!

~~eu shuld know wht my meaning~~~

merry merry merry merry christmas!

althought there no snow and the celebration in singapore dun look like celebrating christmas but ii still cann imagine ii'm like at those princess world... snow falling.. wearing thick clothe.. once ii step out of my huse ii will say merry christmas to everyone & everyone will say merry christmas to mii ^^.... drming~~

SO have eu got ur christmas present?

ii did get my 1ST CHRISTMAS PRESENT frm my QAD. her homemade cookies which she bake wif her love and everything... isitz she sweetz???

but the out come is gd yya, overall she did pass ^^ 60/100

60 mark fer - it smell like a cookies & it look like a cookies
the lost of 40 mark - can b improve... ^^
come on baby eu can do it de... loves x3

so after work went home... totally very very tired when ii rch home is like everything is done and i dunno wht to do more. job will be continue tml, hope everything will be finish. =]]

1 more week to new year. say good bye to 2009 and welcome 2010. wahahahaha~

finall ytd ii drm of my shinee.. but onli 2 ppl lolx. onew and my key~~~ kawanii neiix. totally in love and madness to them. love love x3

COME ON II ALMOST EVERYDAY WORKING! II NID TO GO OUT && SHOPPING TO DESTRESS! PPL JIO MII OUT! WATCH MOVIES, WINDOW SHOPPING, KBOX....so boring @ home!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 363) craziiz madness.

2009-12-24T00:10:00.005+08:00

my head is going round and round... @z@... so giddy now.

ytd earli in the morning was like so excited fer my result end up!!! it mak mii disappointed! T^T.

3 A 2 B get mii 3.1 gpa.. zzzZ

ii dunno cann ii get in to higher nitec ma. but hope ii do... ^^ HOSPITALITY HERE II COME! well even if QAD dun wan to tak tt course ii also DUN CARE! =P....

working @ 3pm ytd.. totally prepare fer lattda war!

jus now working was horrible terrible vegetable! cosz customer kip coming in. if the sales was 6 den lattda shuld b 12. hope everything will be fine lattda.

working with nelson today... hahax. we are totally craziiz

order all the way until 10.30! clsing! F*** mak mii dulan de the customer. cannot order once de neiix. mus order bit by bits! F***. today ii drink plenty of water and mak mii remind of my QADzuitang! lolx.

tml working also but was like running off after 5pm. hope ii cann go shopping after tt.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 362) -

2009-12-20T23:34:00.005+08:00

ok! finally ii'm free to blog!

earli int he morning wake up and prepare fer painting...

the painting is totally tired! auntie and family come and hlp out.

my room took the longest time to paint. ii also dunno y. lolx

painting is not fun at all lorx. ii paint until my whole body also have paint T^T.

we end work arund @ 9pm. painted 3 rms.. nxtz week shall continue.

hopefully it will b a fast one ba ^^

dunno wht to blog le.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 361) -

2009-12-16T22:01:00.003+08:00

ppl(s) are enjoying their concert now. feilunhai @ powerhouse.
ii'm enjoying my home! full of jealous!
well ii got 2 photographer there so ii still cann cc their foto lolx.

today working wif new manager, he did bath today lolx. is jus tt earli in the morning ii rch hfc there was no one working. manager is opening the door! totally shock. thought wht happen. the 2 morning chef was late. hahax. but @ lease ii did my opening fast =]

after finish my opening ii run in to the kitchen and cc laoren nid anii hlp ma. trying to hlp. while ii cann onli sae ii'm not gd in kitchen thing T^T.

finally qingaide have come bak frm ytd and ii'm working wif her today. CASHIER! we are totally having fun ^^ like nobody business =p.

jus cann't w8 fer friday cosz is my 1st day going to escape. wonder will it be fun ma. den @ night going to frend bbq party hope ii won't play until ferget time to go home. lolx. COSZ THE NXTZ DAY II'M WORKING MORNING SHIFT !%&^%*^&(^&^.

sunday will start painting room(s) if is fast b4 new year we can finsih. ^^

ohh mama sick le~ god bless her

was sitting bside mama jus now. saw her white hair ii jus control my tears cosz it mean ii have grown up and mama getting old. how ii wish the time will oways stop @ tis moment. ii cann dun wan boyfriend, ii cann dun wan everything but all ii nid and ii wan is my family to b by my side 4eva. so eu won't know how much ii wish tt 2012 will be true. cosz ii jus wanna die wif my parents.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 360) - "re-painting"

2009-12-13T23:08:00.005+08:00

have a date wif DINO.G [cousin] tml to watch princess frog. && MY ZUI TANG IS @ GENTING HAPPILY ENJOYING HERSELF ^^ miss her so muchie! now ii know bao qi her && go hong kong fer 4 days den nxtz is genting fer 3 days lolx. den now she bao qi mii T^T. faster come bak la dey! we still wan go sell ice-cream de neiix! opps.

today was totally busy. yup busy!
actually ii have to wake up very earli and got to bright hill to bai ah gong and ma. but becosz ii culdn't slp ytd nitex so today morning ii totally cannot open my eyes. afternoon we went to buy paint.

ii choose 2 colour. lime fizz & mountine fresh hope the mix was totally great and ii won't regert. my room colour is totally the same as my brothers ones. hmmm.. we will start work either tis week or nxtz week jus cann't w8 fer those new colour. ^^

shall stop here got ii gonna take some rest le. nitex babes.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 359) - my new dye hair

2009-12-09T21:45:00.007+08:00

THANKS QINGAIDEZUITANG FER THE LOBANG.

earli wake up and prepare cosz ii'm going to simei to dye my hair.... so rch there like 1300+, my colourlist come dwn and mit mii... whoa ii cann only say their practice was totally COOL! it seem so reali like outside the salon.

so start choosing my colour. end up all the colour ii wanted OUT OF STOCK! tt teacher mak mii dulan also! cosz my colourlist went to ask her teacher cosz all the colour ii wan have run out and ii cann't dye too bright colour... THE TEACHER SAY! " TOO BAD! THAT HER PROBLEM CALL HER TO CHOOSE OTHER COLOUR" kns! ii dun like him!

it was my colourlist exam... it cool to have tis kind of exam. hope ii did hlp her to pass today. =] && her class got afew LENG ZAI WORS*BLINK BLINK*! got look like choco7 de ah ben & SHINee de KEY! omg! ii kip looking @ him lorx! althought not 100% alike but his hair look 100% alike! ONLI HIS HAIR! hahax. DINO.G jealous ma? hehex. well tt person who look like ah ben also look alike like him =p.

there is ppl playing RING DING DONG TOO!!!!! kip mistaken tt is my handphone ring. ~
"BABE~"

now my hair colour is like the one ii dye last time. jus bring out the colour more bright only. no different cosz sometime it seem no colour =[. ii swear ii won't dye my hair aniimore cosz my hair is black the colour hard to go in.T^T

OK THANKS ONCE AGAIN TO TT ZUITANG SO SUCH GD LOBANG! IF NOT II CANNOTZ CC TT "KEY". LOLX.

tml working... sigh.

BELIEVE IN UR EYES! YES! THIS 2 PIX IS AHKU DRAW DE! WAHAHAHAHAX

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 358) - borig holiday

2009-12-08T16:43:00.006+08:00

wanted to blog yd but forgot lolx.

ytd when to BBDC fer practice and mock test && YES! i pass my BTE! ii know there nth happy about cosz is not BTT.

my holidae started one week ago. holiday is boring to mii! staying at home looking at the wall! the more ii cann go is BBDC! humplex!

COME'ON II WANNA WATCH MOVIE!!!! PPL JIO MI OUT TO WATCH SMTH! II'M TOTALLY FREE EU KNOW!

trying to dl all the ep ii missed in ko3guo. but it so slow by dling one ep. cosz ii mus dl the ep den covent to psp mode. && super slow arrhx it makemy whole com go more slow! SANDY went to JB le throw SPONGEBOB one person at singapore T^T.

mami told mii she will be repainting the whole house soon so today ii was like trying to pack up my room as in throwing all the unwanted thing.. ii have to buy new furniture fer my room too.. && ii dunno wht colour to choose fer muii room..... ii want 2 colour.. give mii some idea dude!

ii hope 23 dec will faster come cosz tt is the day ii know my exam result.
gd luck to all frendz ^^

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 357) - cooling day.

2009-12-05T22:38:00.007+08:00

cooling weather mak my feeling go bettda ^^.

well did my driving practice ytd ask mii wht the result...

ii cann only say s0t0ng bettda dun drive is so danger to let a s0t0ng to drive on road.
ii fail my practice of cosz! ii dunno whenn ii'm getting tis toopidx card! ppl ii time pass ii think mii... dun nid mention much!

sleep till 3pm. totally shock whenn ii saw the time cosz ii thought it was morning. lolx.
eating my bread and waiting fer papi and mami to be bak so ii cann go out. ^^

QAD call mii and she ask mii out. so ii jus go out lorx.

"look at ur hand.

now close ur hand.
do eu know wht is tt?"

after miting her ii whenn to mit papi and mami.
head to IMM to walk about den head home

tml will be my mock test on basic ii must pass 63 question but ii guess ii will fail! =.="

god bless mii tml.

any lobang which webby ii cann put my musicbox in blog?
look at mine is like kip turning but no song play =.="
humplex!

OHH BOY! II MISS MY BOY[s]!
II'M TOTALLY MADNESS IF HIM[s]!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 356) - 1st holiday....

2009-12-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

okay is a random pix ii take ytd and tt kong long foto is ii get it frm cousin today.

& a random mixture =]

dun ANGRY OK! IS RANDOM.

YES! HERE COME MY HOLIDAY!!! WEEEEE~
ytd is my last paper BEO wel overall ii shuld be passing ii guess. but of cosz how wuld a s0t0ng dun make careless mistake???? both paper ii did careless mistake. shall not say more cosz the more ii say the more ii will be sadded.

have my 1st drving lesson ytd also! ii was with the same class as silver! well ii know eu will ask who tt person. she is one of the 1st project superstar participant. ok no comment on her.

rch home 1st thing is dye my hair! ii like w8ed very long le lorx. happily w8ing fer the time to pass so ii cann cc my hair colour and end up the result is like... hmmm... nth happen! =,=" humplex!

of cosz if there is new thing on mii ii confirm will camwore! took alot of foto with tt "nothing change" de hair. =.="

today went to look for faye and tt no use de QINGAIDE! lolx.
tt toopidx eugene ask mii one toopidx question "why am ii wearing contact lens today becosz ii ai mei isitz?" =.=" so lame laa! yes ii ai mei but den wearing contact lens is like so normal lorx ii did wear to work also wht! lao liao laa! memory card full liao! must delete smth le =p

after tt when to mit cousin fer lunch!!! LUNCH LUNCH LUNCH!
walk about after tt.. whole day topic was KPOP totally madness we!
ok~ cousin is so random today also. but not as random as mii... MY RANDOM SICKNESS CANN'T BE CURE!

shall not mention her random story she will know herself ritex.
giving her a new nick kong long wife lolx. she shuld be liking tis nick fer life! unless she throw away her kong long le =[[

hahax. so fun today cosz no stress exam over weeeeeee~ tml ii'm going to have my 2nd driving lesson ^^ hope my mock exam will pass laa. whteva~

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 355) - using daddy lappy. gee~

2009-11-28T22:57:00.004+08:00

today meet squid and bring him to BBDC to register fer driving lesson.

* spot janice sister there lolx. hahax. squid agree with mii too. lolx hahax. tt person name call janice kee lolx. same name tooo..

so waited fer awhile to his turn. is worth fer waiting cosz we are taking the course tgh. althought is not in the same grup but den we still cann take lesson and exam tgh & my teacher is much better den his lolx!. wakakakakaka~ but ii still hate test!

we are like a craziiz! try to chiong our basic lesson in a short of dec. hahax. hope we cann pass...

hmmmm... after everything finsih is arund 1500 hours le. while waiting fer bus it rain! WHT A HEAVY RAIN IT IS! finally it rain but den it seem like the rain is FOC DE it pour and pour! ii was wondering if it continue like tis ii guess there will be a flood soon ^^. den how am ii going to report to exam on monday.

but den it did stop after tt.. hahax. it shuld rain at night wht. more nice to slp.
so went home and study fer POA preparing fer monday! but it seem nothing go in wors! so worry. after dinner papi and mami want to go to the IT fair asking mii to tag along becosz of POA ii skip the outing T^T.

papi went to buy a lappy which is ii'm using now lolx. cosz jus now ii'm loading his lappy den now shun bian use. going to off9 soon. hahax. ii like papi lappy de keypad not like mine. humplex.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 354) - lala,lala,lala,lala elmo song!

2009-11-25T22:07:00.006+08:00

5 more day to end nov & welcome dec....

5 MORE DAY TO MY EXAM!
after tt another 31 day to welcome 2010!
* so nxtz time ii wanna share my sec sch story ii must say 4 YRS AGO! & my 1st ITE story 3YRS AGO! niang wey! ii'm getting older.

trying to know y ii have this american time to blog isit!!! hahax. actually ii dun have time is jus tt 120 question is killing mii ii have to destress fer awhile. a gd well to destress is eat desserts cosz. if eu turn ova the words desserts is stressed! lolx. *COLD*.

OKAY.

as ii'm getting older ii osoo understand and get mature at the same time.

well overall of 2009 ii get a big reward! cosz ii cc alot of ppl childish thinking/act.

thinking, acting & saying without using the brian! lolx. GROW UP ABIT LA!

like to show off BUT II DUN CARE SO SAVE IT UP!

distrub frendz around mii.. althought my grup of new frendz is very nope is SUPER NOISY! at lease they are true toward everything and they dun wear mask to face ppl!

ii wonder wht wuld my frendz be like in the nxtz yr?

HOPE IT WON'T BE SO CHILDISH PPL LE BA. is like a adult le y still so childish???? the thinking must change abit yya =].

refering to some bitches! opps~

not refering to eu, eu nor eu!

eu will start guessing and thinking of tt person cosz eu are super de KPO!

if eu think is eu den eu lorx. no comments and ii cann't stop eu fer thinking! jus go ahead!

ohh ya! this yr ii also face a SUPER SUPER THICK FACE AND KPO PERSON! headach with tt person! but ii'm lucky tt II'M NOT GOING TO CC TT PERSON NXTZ YR!

kns.

after exam ii gonna have fun wif muii pals! 17 dec escape here we come!!!!!

yya and driving lesson =.=" exam cann't leave mii! arrrggg~

so wht is the overall comment eu wanna give this yr? ii have share mine. eu can share urs wif mii too.. ^^

becosz of tt 120 question ii cann't go cycle today! TML! TML! TML!

TAEMIN!

KEY!

KIND OF LOVE MY NEW LAOGONG(s) LOLX. OPPS~

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 353) - finally ii learn how to cycle!

2009-11-23T22:52:00.003+08:00

studying my POA now cosz teacher giving us mock exam tml.

but so far like nth go in leiix. =[.

decided which highernitec course ii wanna take.
is so sad tt mii and qingaide cann't be classmate T.T so so so sadded.

after POA we skip our lesson and went to jurong point pizza hut to have our lunch! yup. with yoges and samantha too! disturbing yoges lolx. hahax. she did have fun too. she missed someone too... promise her tt we will have a outing tgh after exam. hahax.

after eating we went home. actually ii wanna study POA de but dunno y ii suddenly feel like cycling so ii jus call my di to accompany mii to cycle. hahax. well ii'm a girl who dunno how to cycle @ all! today is my learning! is so hard to mii la cosz ii scare of falling.... but ii believe tt if ii continue my hardworking ii confirm can learn de! && ii try & try.

ii used 1 hur or less den 1 hur to learn && cycle. hahax. is like finally! so nxtz time ii cann cycle with frendz and papi le =p. ii wanna cycle tml too!!! gee~ cycling is so fun ^^

arrrgggg~ my lappy is so irrating! cosz it super sick && ii'm a gong kia in computer knowledge cosz ii dunno how to reformat my lappy. virus is everywhere in it aready! dunno whenn am i free to settel this!!!!!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 352) - untitle

2009-11-20T21:55:00.005+08:00

spider web everywhere in my blog now.
want to blog but ii dun have anytime. finally ii have this american time to blog le hahax.

okkiiee all the way bak to my holiday trip.

3 days 2 night @ genting highland..
leave singapore @ 14 nov night so reached @ 4am like tt..
mii, brothers and cousin was sitting there @ the 1st world hotel ground floor and w8 fer 12am. fer the others.... hahax. shuld know where they go le ba. hand so itch! we suffer! T.T

1st thing we do when eu got our room is SLEEP!

2nd day we went to KL to shop. hahax.. brother bought alot of thing. as fer mii n di aaaa... got buy la but no as much as brother. we just bought 1 thing.

found out tt last time our reporting time bak to hotel room is 1100++ but now is getting earlier and earlier. 8++ watching tv in room. COSZ THERE IS NTH TO PLAY AND SHOP!

3rd day head bak to singapore!
well ova all! SINGAPORE MY COUNTRY IS THE BEST! LOVES~
reach singaopore at arund 9 plus. den taxi dun want to pick up 5 ppl so poor mii have to go take bus alone. actually they wanna tak bus home tgh de but den ii know is a long travel papi and mami shuldb tired le some more hotel room is not so nice to slp. so jus let them go tak taxi lorx. ii go take bus. BUT II WAS LIKE WAITING FER ONE PERSON TO SPEAK UP DE! AT THE END THE PERSON STILL SAY BYE BYE TO MII! AND HAPPILY DE ENTER THE TAXI! =.=" when we cann't get into taxi tt person still kip calling mii go take bus home! SUPE ZERK ARG ARRHX HIM! II STILL HAVE LESSON THE NXTZ DAY HE DUN HAVE HE CAN SLP END UP LEIIX! ALAMAK! CMI!

but lucky ii can make it fer the lesson nxtz day. jus skip LFS tt no use lesson!
after tt reporting to LT fer presentation and recieving award. lolx. eu can cc my schedule is totally full! rch home ii was like trying to write dwn all the main point fer exam. eu cann cc ii'm both working hard fer my aim now! dun wish to fail and waste time again.

tecaher sending us bak home =p. xin fu o~ while in the bus ii mention wht course ii wanna take fer higher nitec but den teacher told mii the course is going to moving to bishan! whoa lao wey! totally CMI! is so far frm muii huse! wht is the lesson is 8am? wht time must ii wake up? den rch there confirm is slpping not listening! waste my time! so ii have to start to think of my CONTINGENCY PLAN! wooooo~ ii cann spell tt! study too much BEO le! opps

den today having a presentation of HCA! like never ending de neiix! frm my hoilday until now! KNS! II NID STUDY LAA TEACHER! so after presentation mit richard and mel to imm to wait fer QINGAIDEZUITANGAHMA! lolx. she make us wait until we getting rot! after she rch we went to have our luch @ PEPPER LUNCH! IS RICHAR TREAT THANKS DUDE!A after lunch head to study!

thanks QINGAIDEZUITANGAHMA! fer her hint. did study abit.
now trying to focus on my BEO unit1-6 cosz study before. focus on tt abit den continue wif my unit 7-12. totally worry hao ma! still got POA haven't study neiix T.T oh pls save mii!

shall dye my hair after exam! or dun dye?

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 351) - having fun @ Jean yip

2009-11-11T21:48:00.003+08:00

ASK MII! ASK MII! ASK MII WHERE DID II GO TODAY!

totally very tired today! cosz of some other ppl && ii have to slp at 100am ytd.
headach the whole day! den after lesson got drag to do some HCA project! it seem like this project won't end de.. sigh! very tired!

so ii run bak after using the com in school =p. went to find AIAI today. lolx. cosz her superviser is not there today all alone at the outlet. wooooo... ii wan like discovering new thing ii saw how AIAI serve the customer ^^...

thanks AIAI fer giving mii a free treatment. =]]
hahax... stay there until her clsing... ii was like fooling arund the area. like one mountian trutle asking alot of question!

tml we will be going to simei ITE fer dunno wht fair. mitting QINGAIDE after tt.. lolx. jus cann't w8 to pinch her laa! cosz she tell mii

DA SHI AI
MA SHI TENG

so she will be getting some pinching by mii!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 350) - F

2009-11-10T22:28:00.004+08:00

II DUN UNDERSTAND!
DID EU GUY PUT THIS PROJECT IN UT EYES????

NO ONES WAN TO DO THE PROPOSAL FINE II DO!
AT LEASE WHT II WAN FOR THE PROPOSAL DETAIL CAN EU GUY GIVE MII?
EVERYTHING II DO!

wht more eu guys wan????
eu are human ii'm not laa!
eu need to study fer exam ii dun need laa!
eu guys went home earlier den mii! ii still have to stay back in school for the extra project! by right eu guy have finish everything and e-mail to mii le!

OK FINE! SINCE EU GUY DUN CARE AND II WONT CARE TOO!
WAN DIE EVERYONE DIE!
IS FINE WITH MII ^^.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 349) - great time work wif ZUI TANG!

2009-11-07T23:19:00.008+08:00

woooo~ finally ii have the time to update my toopidx blog agian & den my toopidx lappy is so laggy!

yup working today. manager extent my timing till 8pm cosz lili on MC. becosz ii nid money so ii agree wif the extent. chuan didi come today~ hahax. didn get a chance to talk to him cosz he was totally busy talking to other ppl =.=" hao ba let it be. cosz ii osoo dunno wht to talk to him. but b4 tt on the 4 nov saw him once aready =p. cause ii bring my bro to have his good feast and whenn heading bak home went to pastamania to take away pizza for mami. well tt day ii was in a very gd moody cosz my bazaar have been a sucess!!!!!! ii earn $152 in 15min time. woooooo~ gd lobang leiix~~

ook ook bak to my main point.

totally having fun working today. cause it have been blackout 2 times.
while the 2nd time blackout mii and qingaide was having fun =p lolx. hahax. but after today ii guess ii'm going to work less and lesser. was pending to quit too.

ok let put the job/working topic aside 1st!

now aday was chiong my project.
- POA [SOT SALES]
- BEO [PRESENTATION]
- BEO [PROPOSAL]
- SBM [PROPOSAL2]
- HCA [PRESENTATION]
all not clear yet! some more end of the yr exam is coming soon && we gonna end this module soon! oh goosh! hope ii will get high mark or my GPA!

was proud that ii used 1 day to clear a 50% presentation slide. [29 slides] **showing off** wahahahahahahax... but hope ii cann continue to make it better.

there is still photo ii haven upload!sign.

oh!

must intro to eu guy! he is my new lover!

a korean guy name key!

super leng zai!

one of the leng zai in my list lolx.

SHINEE is his grup name!

II LOVE SHINEE BABE!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 348) - henderson concert

2009-11-04T01:11:00.004+08:00

wooooo~ ii left arund 6 hur moe to slp~
there come my bazzar~~~
schoolmate must come dwn and support cornery okkiiee!!!

the order seem abit mess up so tml ii shuld be counting agian and again~ sigh~ ii have grup members like ii dun hab. really cannot put any job fer them sigh...

aniiway later ii will be habing one hlper which is VJ frm OD. hope everything will be fine later. ^^ jus now went ou wif squid and sandy! we go to henderson 35th anni concert well in the being is boring but den after tt it fine. totally bored is because my qingaide is not sitting beside mii! but lucky chirst is beside mii ^^

but after the 20 min break we sit tgh le cosz we dun care the sit arrangement le~
nope ii didn anii handsome there lolx. so so so sadded!

the concert end abut 10pm. so went to eat at mac... camwore awhile and head home.
&& ii'm so going to dye y hair! sick and tired of my black hair lolx.

ii scare after ii dye my hair ii will miss my black hair =[! my natural balk hair!

aiyo~~~

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 347) - ..

2009-11-02T00:40:00.004+08:00

good morning~

let mii c wht time isitz now... 1240am lolx.
jus finish watching tao hua xiao mei ep2 ii neo ii'm abit slow but too busy now aday =[.

after watch ep2 ii feel that this drama is abit boring~ still waiting fer hai pai tian xin ii think tt drama wuld b much bettda den tao hua xiao mei ba.

nxtz mth is dec le. and it mean 1 yr jus pass like tt le~ ii'm getting old again le~
oh my!

wed is a big day fer mii. my bazzar is on tt day & brother bdae is on tt day too.. so after bazzar ii'm gonn bring tt pig out to celebrate his bdae~ he tell mii he wan to watch the movie THIS IS IT! oh my! call mii to watch MJ Oo! he shuld know wht is my reaction ba.

hope that day my sales will be good. there won't be any lost~
going to genting nxt nxt week wooooooo~ cool bi le~ hope ii cann buy alot of thing bak home glee~

II WANNA DYE MY HAIR~

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 346) - random sickness

2009-10-27T12:27:00.007+08:00

good afternoon my ladies and gentlemens!
whoa ii saw alot of spider web around my blogg le lolx.

yes i'm bak to blog today?
okkiiee.. totally busy wit project now adays. ii can only say TEACHER LOVE MII LOTZ! hehex.. so embrassing~

because of project and work didn get enough resting & den my random sickness is getting more worst! last time ii call wrong ppl and sms wrong ppl who ii know && who ii have their number on my handphone~ but now aday ii call wrong people who ii DUNNO!

ii wanna call my dad, on the other side of the phone tt guy sound very young~ since when my dad drp his age?
ii wanna call home, on the other side of the phone tt lady sound very young and ang mo very gd~ since when my mum drp his age and improve her ang mo?
oh man~ ii hang up the phone
so frendz if eu got sot sot call or sms from mii dun blame mii cosz ii got the random sickness~ calling and smsing so random~

falling in love with myself more deep~ OF COSZ IS RANDOM AGAIN! II DUNNO Y! ii keep taking foto where ever ii go~ wooooooooo~ jus like a craziiz~ random sickness = hopeless!

watched tao hua xiao mei ep 1 and xin fu xia yi zhang... tumb up fer the 2 drama.. wooo~ && ii'm stuck at my zhong ji 3 guo ep30 cosz that person who is updating delete everything le! sadded~

in school right now! doing nothing... well hope teacher will let us go early today so ii can go home an prepare and head to QINGAIDE huse and rox! lolx. cosz tml is her bazzar day & ii going dwn to hlp her ^^ SIMEI ITE HERE II COME BABES!

ii go there is not because of her! but is because of handsome! =pp

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 345) - Hong Kong Trip [9 Oct-12 Oct] 4 days 3 nights

2009-10-13T19:52:00.007+08:00

hong kong fotos:

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=564380709&v=photos&so=90#/album.php?aid=329210&id=564380709

HOME SWEET HOME~
II'M BAK HOME THIS MORNING ^^
DID ANYONE MISS MII??
now is the time fer sharing~ Hong Kong [9 Oct-12 Oct 2009]
everything is copy from my diary lolx.

[9 Oct 2009]
daddy send me to wen wen house to overnight, well ii'm just a cry baby holding my tears don't let it drop until ii step in to wen's house. my tear drop easliy.

reach airport at 7am have my breakfast and walk around terminal 1,2 & 3.. everyone rch at around 9 plus... we check in at around 10 plus use the free internet access to login to facebook & play game. wen wen is so noisy today! i can't stand her! even xiaohui too!! you say what she can sing a song that can link to what you say & she keep repeating the same thing just like "S" ppl shall know who is she...

when the plane start to fly she more noisy! really cannot stand her!!! she tell me the plane is flying~plane don't fly den?? while in the plane funny thing happen too after we watch finsh our cartoon wen wen saw other people is watching other cartoon so she try to find the channel after she found it she help mii to change ii didn't even notice it, when my head turn bak to the video was yellow yellow cartoon and it talk about S**. 0.O wen upgrade le! all along the cartoon never wear any clothe expect underwear! wen arr!

have curry chicken on the plane it was nice~ better than my breakfast.
1st thing when ii reach hong kong is to call my family to tell them ii'm safe ^^ & the 1st shopping we go is ladies street.. many thing to shop and ii spend like siao & ii kanna scolding by nothing also =.=". no blame laa confirm see me too CUTE && II'M CONFIRM SHE IS JELOUS WITH MY CUTENESS~

after our shopping is dinner time. we went to this restaurant call xing hua restaurant, their food is like shit & they make me miss my mummy cooking! i never ever eat so disgusting food before. head to star ave to watch some show not really very nice.

victore peak view was damn pretty~ ii can only say it amazing! the view was totally nice as like the whole hong kong is mine! hehex. our day end at victore peak.

head back our hotel... ermm ii can only say the room was small and the toilet is so OPEN! glasses de wors! even i swtich off the magic glasses in the toilet outside wen wen still cann on it =.=" it mak me feel not right!

ii miss my daddy and mummy now =[[ ii gonna work hard and earn lot of money so next time ii cann bring my parent to enjoy all those fun together ^^. nitex~

[10 Oct 2009]

wake up earli in the morning to have my breakfast dim sum ^^. tumb up for all dishes after breakfast we went to repluse bay and golden banhinia square because this 2 place i go before so ii didn't really go take photo.

we went to gim sha joi to shop about after visit those 2 place. ii bought thing that is $80 and ii give the cashier $1000 she make me wait 15 min for my change! all she need is just give me back my change but ii don't understand y she never give me back... she keep serving those customers who queue and the customer is coming one by one. ii think if she settle customer ii don't need go back le. so ii rush them & keep nagging at the side reminding them II'M LATE! they can't stand me and return me my change without saying sorry! & yes i'm late everyone went off so scray~ ask wen to callk the other.

the tour guide come to guide us to the lunch place. today lunch was nice much better than what we have yesterday night. finally ii have taste the bei jing kao ya hehex. jewerlly factory come next after the lunch the guider inside draw a snoopy on my hand =]] bought a necklace for mummy too ^^. the most expensive gift ii buy.

the hong kong musem is nice too... you must go to the musem when you go to hong kong.

during the night we went shopping at time square but there is nothing to shop cause all braded staff! ladies street and gim sha joi is more to us ^^ and ii was like a tour guide to tml after today they kip calling me tao you lolx.

tml disney land!

[11 Oct 2009]

wake up damn earli today cause we are going to disney land.
before our free time we have youth course 1st but ii not going to mention out cause ii dun care. let mr tan know ii confirm no life =p. the course end at 1.30pm. have our lunch and rush for fun ride ^^. we head to haunted house 1st. this period is halloween period so there is 3 haunted house we only go to 2 ^^ both also very fun.

we play and play, i guide and guide, we buy and buy at disney land.

it start raining in the afternoon the way till the night we are like all wet. 2 yrs ago we went ocean park is also raining tis time also =[[.
rush for the show at 7pm after dinner and 8pm [starlight fiework] it totally amazing ^^ is the most beautiful firework ii ever see in my 19th yr.

overall everyone of us have fun at dinsey land ^^
hope the next time ii cann come with my family ^^ tml will be the last day of my duty and we will be go back home.. hope ii still have tis chance to be their tour guide once again =]].

[12 Oct]
SHOPPING ALL THE WAY TODAY. TRYING MY BEST TO SPEND ALKL MY MONEY BUT II DIDN'T LOLX.

wen wen is horrible! cause she help xiaohui to spend all of her money at 30 min! HK$700 plus O.0 she is totally shopping freak! lolx. 1st time ii see a person buy so much thing until want to cover herself le!

reach singapore at morning 12 plus. went to buy D.O.M hahax.. my group though ii'm still 16th 17th like tt lolx. but actually ii'm 19th hahax... ii'm still young =]].

mummy tell me during my trip daddy went to the hospital. scare me off! but now nothing le just that he have to watch out what he is eating. god bless alright ^^

unpack my thing, bath and slp. CAUSE OTHER HAVE APPROVE LEAVE AND II STILL HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL LATER!!

[13 Oct ]

wak up earli in the morning and pack up my thing. go to balestier ITE wif ai xin took alot of foto. shall upload later.

so ii shall end here too cosz i'm tired le nitex frendz
tml is a another day for camwore! =p

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 344) - flying

2009-10-08T22:13:00.006+08:00

flying to hong kong is 13 hurs time~

ii will miss everyone de! =:::[

BYE BYE~ TAKE CARE~

tml ii have to wake up at 5am.. or earlier around 4.45am.. but ii don't feel like slpping right now! not because ii'm too happy but is ii start to miss all my frendz... ii gonna hug you guys whenn ii come bak!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 343) - random~

2009-10-07T21:22:00.004+08:00

ii don't know what happen to me now aday.
ii shuld be very tired le ba~

cause from the start of the holiday is like not working than the time ii will spend on school project work... doing alot of random stuff now aday~

ii always sms the wrong person and call the wrong person

ii wanna sms shu hui ii sms to see mei
ii wanna sms squid ii sms to chuan
ii wanna sms qingaide ii sms to squid

ii wanna call janice ii call kai (some more he is beside me only!)
ii wanna call HFC ii call mami!

ii have random drm now aday also....
today ii dream of my pretty aiai around age (20++) driving wors! ii was like sitting beside her and nana dear was sitting @ the back... she was driving us to have lunch @ some place, she drive pass a place which look totally same like my living area but the street name all different and the block finally we rch the place, the house outside paste alot of hero stick superman la batman la~~~ then we went in to have out fried chicken && while haviing lunch we are waiting for the pool table too.

few day ago ii dream of study in don;t know which school was that! before going to classes we still must play some game and our classroom is at the top the shopping center =.=". guess who is in the class??? got wen wen,ai xin, xiaohui, jie wei, grace, patrick and most of all got FEI LUN HAI!!!!!! 0O what dream is this? we are having our art lesson! our teacher look like a japanese.

and back again ii dream of west mall that manager come to harbourfront and work is like..... there lot more laa lazy to say!!!!!!

what a random dream!!!!!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 342) - mooncake festival~

2009-10-03T22:21:00.005+08:00

hello~ just came back home after sending grace to the bus stop ^^

squid have miss the fun =[[ so sad~
all foto will b upload when grace send mii ^^...

so working morning todae~ ii wak up @ 830am! ii'm late to work of cause! is like ii start work @ 9 am neiix... ii faster rush down to tak bus. totally very slppy the whole day like one zombie serving customer hope there no customer got scare off by me~

than work with that laoren today.. ii think he today kind of sian la cause ii have no mood to talk back to him~~ but overall ii still lose to him! ii don't know how to say people de la~ ii only know how to say myself~

end work @ 1430. when ever patrick is working inside even ii order muii pasta a normal size come out will always be a upsize pasta =.=" and ii have to force myself to finish it cause ii don't like to throw alway food and waste food! can you imagine those poor kid that didn't have a good meals? ii'm just more blessed than him alright! so NO WASTE FOOD!

after eating accompany that laoren go buy thing @ vivo~ and waited for grace to come! head back to my house after meeting her.

ii download for her drag me to hell~ can you imagine ii like watch until ii fall asleep ii also don't know~ lolx. it mean ii'm really very tired le~ after that we went down to play candle and firework~ wooooooo! it was totally fun laa but than squid squid and patrick missed the fun =[[!

hope 14 oct would be a nice one~ ^^

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 342) - tired! tired! tired!

2009-10-01T22:15:00.005+08:00

我累了！我真的累了！好像好好的睡一下。
ii neber see muii eyes as small as now adae b4!muii eyes cann't reali open~ walking is like wif eyes clsing~
todae ii was taking bus hm.. ii know ii'm going to rch muii bus stop le but den ii still feel like clsing muii eyes. ii dun wish to drp dwn the bus... jus wish tt ii cann continue slp and slp~~~

HCA project is still onn.. ii'm reali very tired of going to sch everydae. teache cc mii until sian le laa.. tml working full shift osoo cos ii do nid money now!

we will continue the project until the day we leave singapore. we will come bak on the 12 oct the nxtz day we still mus go to other ITE to set up booth. the following week i'm totally busy busy busy! is like no one knew tt ii'm tired and kip on adding task to mii. parent luv to gib mii alot of task... ii neo ii'm the onli one they can ask to help ritex now cosz 2nd brother is like speechless on him and younger one is still young. BUT IOI'M REALI VERY TIRED LE!

ii dunno y even ii turn off early ii osoo will drag until arund morning 3 plus sometime 4 plus den slp nxtz day ii must wak up earli again~~ cann't slp at all~~~

ii may look strong on the outside but actually i'm really very weak in the inside. 4 days of hong kong trip fer mii to relax muiiself dwn ii will not waste cosz tis is a prize fer mii to 慰劳慰劳我自己^^. hope everything will b sucess during those 4 days and family and frendz of mine will b 平平安安, everyone wuld b fine. =]]

& finally ii'm GONNA CC MUII SQUID SQUID AND SANDY ON THE SAT TO CELEBRATE MOONCAKE FESTIVAL =] smiling~

tis week other den kip ccing wenwen,xiaohui and aixin there no other frendz ii mit le可怜吧. hope tt project will end fast. mondae reporting to sch agian sigh~~~

ohh yya did eu feel anii 地震 ytd???? woooooo~ ii feel it! finally ii feel it! lolx. ytd ii was like sitting onn muii bed and use muii lappy out of the blue ii feel tt ii was like shaking~ ii though is ii tired muiiself too much so perhap is a headach and ii wanna go out and tak panado to eat le~ jus den muii msn chat suddenly pop out and ask mii did eu feel the 地震... cool ritex!!! lolx. but den ii onli shake fer a few sec. lolx. hope everyone will b peace now.

god bless~~

我还以为我们的距离已经拉近了但我错了，

城今以为你是我的我想是我想太多了，

如果你说这是一场梦哪我说这就是一场恶梦，

请不要滥用我的善良与慷慨，

如果你不懂得珍惜我就请你放手让那些懂得珍惜我的人来珍惜我。

好吗？
[random]

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 341) - busy busy busy!

2009-09-30T00:51:00.004+08:00

ytd report to shool and do HCA project again.. now aday mii and wen wen is like crazy about Kpop almost everyday we are listening to Kpop! woooooo~ II LUV SHINEE AND 2NE1 hehex.. smile =]... now ii got new nick name from them =p.

there muc more thing ii haben done yet. sigh~
next week ii will be going oversea is like so fast! the more nearer the date come the more ii scare. friend who know me very well should know why. if you really dunno mean eu are not a good friend of mine le lolx. jus joking~

ii don't like 离别 this feeling, ok ii know what you wanna say.
"just 4 day only."
to me is a long day okkiiee~ who know this 4 days what will happen? ii'm a person which will think alot of think. as what i say ii dun like 离别. 我怕离别我讨厌离别！因为这感觉一点都不好过。

HCA project haben end yet. later after work ii still must go back to sch to do the scrapbook =[ i'm like so busy laa! ppl habing fun during their holidae && ii didn even have a time to play around.. my bag is still not pack yet. i'm jus totally busy.

when ii come bak frm hong kong tt week is QINGAIDE bdae le next week come patrick. i'm just so luck that ii can come back before their birthday. gonna get something for their birthday hope i can get something special ova there.

12 oct i will be back! so wait for mii ya ^^ lolx.
but after ii come back for hong kong ii think i'm still busy de laa. HCA roadshow is coming sigh~ when can this thing end? humplex!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 340) - AH LENG!

2009-09-27T00:19:00.007+08:00

bad news! all my shoes spolit le T.T arrhhhx! sadded! ii didn face tis kind of problem b4! all spolit @ once! =[

okkiiee bak to main point~
ASK ME ASK ME WHERE DID II GO TODAY! ^^

ii went to far east todae accompany muii cousin to collect her bag lolx. && we saw them glee!~ muii leng zai did smile to mii todae so ii didn sae those thng ii surpose to sae to him. but ova all WE TALK ALOT TO THEM LOLX! ALONG STORY LAA~ BUT AT LEASE II GOT TALK TO HIM! =']

B4 ii went out and mit cousin.. ii'm still doing muii project sigh baby! holidae le still li bu kai project tis word! headach! but nvm got leng zai okkiiee le! hehex.. wo jue ding le! ii wan buy tt outerspace T-shirt! wahahahahahaha~ ps: give me save money 1st!

after collection of bag we just shop around far east lorx.
mit parents @ IMM to hab muii dinner =] and den ii went to cousin huse to take THE SIM 3 weeeeeeee~~~~ ii gonna zhe mo tt person inside le wahahahahahahaha~ ii guess ii hab to turn off le shall blog tml again.. if cann ^^ nitex frendz

ii dun need diamond ring,

ii dun need branded goods,

ii jus need a true heart that will treat me good.

eu dun need to show off how lucky eu are

eu dun need to show off how smart eu are

eu dun need to show off how pretti eu are

cosz ii dun gib it a damn!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 339) - project all the way

2009-09-26T01:36:00.004+08:00

feeling a little bit tired now.. today the whole day i'm busy with school project && blah blah blah. thanks teacher fer the ytd treats and today treats... i'm like so ke lian lorx, is holiday now eu neo!!! && end up ii still have to report to school to do committee work project.

while muii 3 week of holiday is going to gone case le cosz 2 more week ii will b flying to hong kong. nxtz week project all the way~~ my 3 week schedule not working den project seem so no life! ii want go have fun la!

after project head down to HFC to work. today is totally busy de lorx! && new promotion come out le ii was still like a gong gong like tt.. everything went out fast.

oh yes cousin sms me that the guy have call her so she's going down to collect her bag tml~ && II TAGGING ALONG lolx. b4 ii tag along ii still must finish tt HCA project. nxtz week almost the whole week ii will be reporting to school so ke lian =[ ii wanna cry liao laa! woo wuuu~

shall end here laa~ nitex dude

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 338) - a dae to movie wif laoren.

2009-09-24T00:30:00.008+08:00

yoyoyoyo ii bak to post liao... hehex.. is kind of late now && tml ii hab to report to sch again =.="
todae working was like wee-u-wee! working wif all favourite pals! ocean gang rox dude! everyone was there but not suqid suqid!

end work @ 2 but delay till going to 3 den ii left HFC rush all the way dwn to sch to hand in form but end up! mr.D.T sae he heading somewhere else call mii to report tml! ask wht wenxin sae ii think teacher miss us too muc! glee~

so after tt slack arund sch didn even care of laoren rotting @ vivo lolx.. but mii && qingaide finally saw his wife! is pretti de lorx =p. they got the fu qi lian... went to watch movie after tt =]] we watch aliens in the attic a very nice movie.. =D

after movie is sharing time! chat fer a long while

OHH YA GRACE A SPECIAL FER EU!
-

so sadd =[[ ii dunno y muii picture like tt de~~

but ii write @ muii sch witeboard

GRACE LUB MII ^^

lolx

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 337) - a dae to flyers

2009-09-18T23:42:00.007+08:00

hi frendz ii'm bak frm muii fun todae~

todae ii hab muii hong kong trip interview~ everything was sucess =]] hahax.. && ii'm going to hong kong in the 3 week time ^^ dun miss mii too much~

after sch todae went to tiong && mit grace~ thought she hab band todae den ii call her up && den she was still slpping ~~ so sorry to wak eu up qingaide.. after miting her we head dwn to her sec sch~ the guard was like.... no comment! worst den muii sch de lolx. but den canntz blame cosz he is jus doing his job.

by walking arund her sec sch it mak mii feel like ii'm bak to muii sec sch which ii miss alot lolx. xiang dang nian ii still one nerd && everyone disturb mii sae ii like ru hua~ lolx.. thinking bak they are kind of chlidish && joker~

after tt we head to city hall to find grace de jie jie to hab lunch @ her work place. whao everything was very nice II LOVE THE SANDWHICH ALOT SIA! totally full! we head dwn to flyer after tt.. hahax.. ii was like so happy cosz is jus $10! mii && qingaide was like draging our time to "take foto" actually we wan to hab stay inside wif no other one.. but lucky onli we && one couple which is 4 of us... is like~~~ so bright laa us! lucky they neber kiss... they tak thier foto ii tak muii foto... ii was trying to upload those foto into muii com now~ wondering honw mani foto cann wee tak during tt short short 30 min.

went to w8 fer gordon to off work cosz his working place is near flyers... the hotel was like so great man looking forward to work in a hotel... =p && we decide to hide somewhere arund gordon work place to watch F1.

we went to suntec to look fer grace frendz @ the foods exhibition.. den gordon hab his dinner after tt we walk arund @ carrfour && we head home..

ii hab a pimpe somewhere arund muii body shall not mantion! so pain now =[[.. hahax.. rmb tt time muii bro hab a pimpe on his backside he tell mii wheneva he sit now his backside will pain lolx.. ii wonder how cann he tahan~

ohh yaa~ grace 的妈妈grace跟我说我的礼物是她朋友中你抱得最美的。真的很谢谢你 =] 让我很舍不得开这份礼物，所以我开了礼物又抱回原来的样子。。哈哈。
grace de jie jie thank fer the food todae yya~ really very nice hehex.. 也太麻烦你了
QINGAIDE ur turn now! thanks fer accompany mii todae to the flyers, ii hab a greatz fun todae~~ aniiway rmb wht ii sae to eu! eu are not a superwoman! eu dun wear a S size shirt onli superman && superwoman wear tt! lolx. jus a reminder EU ARE FULLY BOOKED BY JESSICA GOH ONN DE 14 OCT. so pls tell other tt eu will b wif ur qingaide onn tt dae~ ii promise ii wont mak eu hold tt banner~ =p

II WAN TO GO TO THE FLYER ONCE AGAIN!

frendz pls tak note if eu wanna jio mii out let mii neo earlier cosz ii still hab to go bak to sch to do project ^^ cc soo poor thing =[

we took 107 picture ova all!!!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 336) - happy bdae to mii

2009-09-17T18:05:00.005+08:00

TODAE IS MUII BDAE! HAPPY BDAE TO JESSICA
&& IS OSOO DERRICK HE WEI JIAN BDAE =]] HAPPY BDAE TO HIM TOO~

nth special todae. went to sch && settle some problem. now eveything is done so peace le ^^ recieve alot of blessing todae hahax... although is muii bdae todae it still like normal daes. tml mii && qingaide will go flyers~ jus cann't w8...

tml ii still hab interview fer the hong kong trip. hope ii cann go ba~ glee~

is a gd chance fer mii to tak a break during tt period

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 335) - happy bdae to mii in advance

2009-09-16T21:51:00.003+08:00

another few hur to muii bdae~
ask gd bye to muii 18th && welcome to muii 19th.
living in tis world 19 yr le cc thur alot of thing~

cc ppl childish think, childish act
cc ppl do thing without using their brain
cc ppl bully other ppl...
&& mii still the same didn even change @ all. still a weak person not strong enough to sae aniithing.

todae lesson was like... hahax.. den after tt mit QINGAIDE after lesson in sch den went to settle some problem. well well well QINGAIDE thank fer ur present ii reali luv it alot~ lolx.. && thank grace de mama fer wrapping the present box fer mii.. is jus too pretti till ii dun even wan to open the present lolx. the beautiful present ii ever get in tis 19 yr! serious talk lolx. great thanks

&& GREATS THANKS T ALL MUII FRENDZ WHO SEND UR BLESSING TO MII ^^ II HAB RECIEVE IT LE~ THANKS

hahax... tml is another dae without peace. actually ii'm planning not to go sch tml && stay @ hm w8 fer muii mami to come hm end up~~~ sigh.

shall end here. happy bdae to mii ^^

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 334) - ii did well in exam ^^

2009-09-15T19:44:00.003+08:00

hellox hellox ii'm bak =D
2 MORE DAE! DEN II WILL SAE GD BUAII TO MUI 18+++++++++++ && WELCOME MUII 19TH.

hehex.. finally ii finsih muii POA & BEO exam ^^ hahax... a great job to jessica goh hahax... all the question ii cann answer neiix.. smiling till eu cann't cc muii eyes.

after tis week will b muii holidae. hahax.. ii still hab thing to do so sigh. well muii holidae is coming mean ii cann go cc leng zai le glee~~ && chiong muii working daes~

hehex... how will muii frendz hlp mii to celebrate muii bdae tis yr?

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 333) - EXAM COMING!~

2009-09-11T20:58:00.001+08:00

II CHANGE A NEW SKIN~~ && II DO REALI LIKE TIS SKIN HEHEX.. IF THERE IS ONLI ARRON TT WULD B MORE NICE~ HEHEX...

yawn~ todae lesson is very boring~ hab poa mock test && ii cann sae ii'm 50% perpare fer muii mon common test le ^^ && nxtz come muii BEO mock test cann't blame mii cosz ii neber study fer tt. okkiiee ii now den rmb ii hab exam on the nxtz mon n tue && ii will b working onn mondae! how am ii going to study fer muii BEO neiix? hope tt ii cann study while working whenn there is no customer ba =].

todae mii, alieen, shu hui and wen xin stay bak fer extra lesson on BEO but den... the lesson is so boring~ teacher didn even go thur once wif us. he jus repeat the same thing. =.=" well well well~ sigh~

ANOTHER 6 DAYS TO GO!
WONDERING HOW IS MUII FRENDZ GOING TO CELEBRATE WIF MII TIS YR?
WHT SURPISE OR PRESENT WILL II GET??
HAHAX..
MAMI SAE SHE WON'T COOK MUII FAVOURITE DISH FER MII =[[

J_Pa Ra D !IsE

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 427) - xingnan primary sch

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 426) - 勇气

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 426) - perfect day

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 425) - today is my bdae

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 424) - 我一定要早会属于我 自己 吴婕恩 的自信。

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 423) - endless job!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 422) - 烦啊！

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 421) - not so jessica.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 420) - i'm a hero!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 419) - 长大了！

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 418) - complaining

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 417) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 416) - holy shitake mushroom

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 415) - IMY.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 415) - untitled

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 414) - untitled

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 413) - cough cough cough~

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 412) - untitled

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 411) - hao lei lei O~

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 410) - cleaning~

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 409) - II'M CRAZIIZ

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 408) - ON MC.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 407) - FIGHTING JESSICAGOH

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 406) - 박수쳐!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 405) - .

__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 404)- quick update on last day of korea

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 403) - at jeju hotel updating now.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 402) - KOREA [AH KU] COMING!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 401) - IT TAEMIN 18TH BDAE!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 400) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 399) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 398) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 397) - CMB role play video taking

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 396) - happy shopping wif family.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 395) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 394) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 393) - ii'm tired.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 392) - bak frm camp. [2d1n]

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 391) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 390) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 389) - 1st day of sch.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 388) - 1st day of sch.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 387) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 386) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 385) - like a happy. =))

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 384) - SHINEE APA

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 383) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 382) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 381) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 380) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 379) - ... speechless.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 378) - happy chinese new yr

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 377) - 안녕하세요

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 376) - heartach.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 375) - II SUPER DISAPPOINTED.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 374) - counting dwn to 14hur 30 min.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 373) - untitled.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 372) - untitled.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 371) - Job searching.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 370) - random post

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 368) - A TREAT TO NEW YORK

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 367) - busy girl

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 366) - untitled

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 365) - HAPPY NEW YR

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 364) merry christmas!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 363) craziiz madness.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 362) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 361) -

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 360) - "re-painting"

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 359) - my new dye hair

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 358) - borig holiday

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 357) - cooling day.

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 356) - 1st holiday....

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 355) - using daddy lappy. gee~

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 354) - lala,lala,lala,lala elmo song!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 353) - finally ii learn how to cycle!

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 352) - untitle

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 351) - having fun @ Jean yip

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 350) - F

J__Pa Ra D !isE (Chap 424) - 我一定要早会属于我自己吴婕恩的自信。